dont even go there, it truly is not worth it. let me tell you abit about myself…
i’am 20, i started doing drugs when i was around 18, the usual stuff E’s etc, i goto university, ive had an ok upbringing, good family etc,i have a good job etc involving computer programming.
8 months ago i started fucking around with heroin out of curisosity, just to see what all the fuss was about. biggest mistake of my life. 8 months down the line i’ve just started a subutex program to kick a 8 month £30-£60 a day heroin habit (smoked), which is so far going well (i’am on day 4).
i kick myself everyday for ever being so stupid, and i truly believe that i will never,ever get rid of the little cravings for it , for my entire life.
just dont be daft, it will all end in misery. fortunelty for me i havent let it get that far and i havent lost alot from my life yet (except my g/f of 5 years who i love dearly, whom i didnt pay enough attention to because i was too busy doing that shit) but i am sure if i continued eventually i would start to ruin my life. i knew it was soon time to stop when i started gettign withdrawls every 12 hours- if i didnt use every 10-12 hrs id start to get sick.
just dont do it, its not worth it, stop whislt you still can otherwise you will regret it, i promise you. yu are seriously playing with fire and you WILL get burned in the long run, trust. go to one of the NHS drug clincs and see for yourself the damage heroin addiction causes, it will truly open your eyes, its so depressing, that alone was a good addtional motivator for me.
aplogies if this sounds abit harsh, but i wish id have listened to the words written to me on various other forums when i too enquired about heroin all those months ago.
