First day on Subutex done 4mg this morn n 2mg at 5pm. Was sure they wasnt workin after an hour n nigh on went to score but they kicked in, even get a wee buz off of em.
So not scored today and neckin a bottle of red wine as I type. Dont feel as depressed as I thought I would. I usualy get waves of depression as I hit the limbo period between heroin still having an efect & withdrawral kicking in but theres non of that with these subutex’s.
Gona stop takin em the day before me birthday so I can have a bag of gear to celibrate.
wrong choice :hopeless:
Well i’m no sittin in the pub on my own like last year.:laugh_at:
I dont have no mates round here so I’m gona score a bag n stay in. I can wait 12hrs n go back on the subutex after the gears worn off I’m in controll that way.
Unless you feel like drivin here n takin me out to a party thats what I’m doin. You could find a van n driver and then I could take the rig out.
i dont get you mate …
i truly think your doing the right thing by finally trying to quit for good … but your heads got to be completly set on getting straight … if it aint … it just aint going to work.
dont get me wrong, ive never taken heroin and never will but ive said that exact same line as you ”just get one in for me birthday” and what do you no .. next day … ”might just have another” and then another and another
:you_crazy
when’s your b’day..I’ll be in UK next week 😉
week after next
I’m in Scotland then..
hopefully camping somewhere :weee:
raaa
i’ll be dribbling into my keybored.:laugh_at:
I also dont understand…
you can tell me that I dont know what I’m talking about as I’ve not had myself a smack habit and I’m not wanting to wind you up but just enquire with this post-
but…
I dont get how you’ve been talking possitivley how ‘you’ve done it before and your gonna stop’ and get on the subbies and detox –
when your already planning to use again?
(I thought one of the main reasons subbies are good is you have to wait to use (due to the partial blocker effect for those that dont know) and by then hopefully the ‘craving’ is over (til next time))
It’s just I can use the fact it is a tuesday or the sun is shinning to celebrate and it just dosnt sound as if your presently in the right frame of mind to stop just yet – so why not wait until either after your birthday or when you are?
coz its 2 weeksish till then, 2 weeks of being off gear and then its only for 1 day init. wish i’d not said owt now.
why? this is a discussion board – and we are only either expressing our consern/ opinions or asking questions…
no one is judgeing you or your choices – its obviously up to you what you do / dont do –
I was just interested in your reasoning and asking……
and you answered :bounce_fl
no one is judgeing you or your choices – its obviously up to you what you do / dont do –
I was just interested in your reasoning and asking……
and you answered :bounce_fl
anyway looks like i’ve got it sorted now
Maybe it would be good to celebrate being of the gear on your birthday?raaa
nah i’m havin a bag, not doin nowt for me birthday.
Two weeks is plenty of time to sort summin better to do on your b’day then sitting in on your own doing that shit,
get on the case, blag a van and get the rig outraaa
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