Addicted To Ketamine?
Is it really possible?
Having Ketamine around me and my friends over the last 3years end having used K to knumb my unhappy existance as a depressent nearly everyday… I do believe I am. I don’t drink, dont smoke and don’t actually enjoy many other drugs. I suffer from BDD and OCD and get social anxiety… so as anyone could imagine the drug has helped me through some lonely times and places… mostly being the four walls of my bedroom. Although I’m trying to get off this addiction and help myself in all the areas (above) I need too… this drug still calls me everyday.
I don’t do it everyday anymore but everyday if it was there I’ld do it all until It was gone and I do actually really really want it. I love Ketamine but at the same time hate it for what it has created. I look at some of my closest friends and they too are addict, supressed and trapped in the supposably non-harmful substance.
The sad thing is I love Ketamine and I know I’m not alone!
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