Party Vibe

@TekZandwich 476191 wrote:

Acid btw. is a true saviour of souls IMHO!!!! i have got complete and utter respect for that drug. x

cid and DMT is an amazing combo

Anyone here found there passion yet?

For me it used to be my gf. Funny enough the first time I realised this, I also scored my first decent pinger. I don’t know what came first, it’s kinda a chicken or the egg thing… all I can say is that nothing comes close to that feeling and sometimes I think I probably should have left that box closed.

Voted – sometimes i question my choice

In same way as you get older ( 36 now ) you reflect on the past and wonder where you would be or what you would be doing had you made soooo many other choices, would you be better off, happier, richer, have had more fun etc etc

If I had never taken drugs and got into the rave scene in my youth I would never have met the love of my life….. but then I lost her eventually, would I have simply found a different love and maybe that would have lasted, who knows

Would I have had as much fun without drugs, hard to see how I could have, never been a hobby person, alcoholics in the family put be off booze

Would I be wealthier if I had never taken drugs, probably if I had been more career minded, different priorities, liked many people I worked with but never had a job I enjoyed so I think being career minded would have made be wealthy but miserable.

All the roads not taken, who can say where they may have led, maybe to fame & riches, maybe to poor & dead lol

@General Lighting 487784 wrote:

if I’d done the “right thing” and not done drugs I’d probably be working for UK Border Force or Home office, perhaps one of the other organisations – I’d still be on this site and checking up on things with the same passion but from the “other side” if you get what I mean 😉 – perhaps I might have joined HM Forces (as my eyesight without correction isn’t good enough for the cops, to my surprise the MOD will accept it, this I learned when an optician had got my records mixed up (though they did say “public sector/miltary at the time”) and thought I had just come back from Afghanistan!)

I definitely think taking drugs ultimately made me a more peaceful and tolerant person.

Not that I was exactly a violent thug before, but I have a firm view of what is right and wrong and am also fairly patriotic so feel that if I am made to comply to societys rules and I was Ok with them I would not have a problem abut enforcing them. Even now whist I think there are many flaws with the current system and Britain/Europe as a whole drugs decriminalisation would not be such a bad idea, there are still also many good things about being a citzen in this part of the world – one of them is that wider society still just about accepts that you can mature and do something useful for society whatever you did in the past unless it actually genuinely harmed others (and even then there is some chance of rehab).

Some funny similarities there, my first job interview was with the MoD, not in the forces but an engineering apprenticeship in the bomb factory, made it through all the aptitude tests, background checks and initial interviews, then dropped out of the selection when I decided to do A Levels instead which was when I started partying hard, talk about life changing choice lol

And I also would have liked to join the forces, even trained up to the Navy entry standards with a friend who was going to join but could not have applied myself due to poor eyesight, a few years later when it went commercial I had laser eye treatment but by that time the forces had lost their appeal.

Also drugs definitely chilled me out, was constantly getting into scraps before I started, didnt always win TBH but never backed down or knew how to walk away, and had a tendency to step in anytime trouble was brewing on the side of anyone who was outmatched lol

@General Lighting 487784 wrote:

perhaps I might have joined HM Forces (as my eyesight without correction isn’t good enough for the cops, to my surprise the MOD will accept it

Hopefully I don’t instigate you becoming a copper, but you should check this out.

Bates method – Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Your a soldier damn it!! We can’t afford to lose any troops on this campaign!!!!

@thelog 487884 wrote:

gimmie some fuckin ibogane!!

I’ve seen that stuff at work and its like the fuckin exersist. Dangerous too from what I hear…..

Don’t regret my choice to take drugs full stop, but I do wish I hadn’t got quite into certain ones, and maybe discovered psychedelics a little earlier.