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June 6, 2013 at 11:01 pm

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Chrispydelic

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Er, I don’t think anyone on here is going to encourage you to kill yourself via overdose.

If you must buy some smack then at least chase it, sticking a needle in your vein for a first time hit is a SERIOUSLY stupid idea!

Do you even know how to prep it properly for IV? I seriously doubt it from the sound of your posts.
June 6, 2013 at 11:01 pm

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imagine how the friend or relative who finds you dead with a needle sticking out your arm will feel if you do overdose. life is fucking precious man don’t go and completely throw it away just because you’re in a bad place at the moment. you have so much to live for its absolutely tragic to think that you could throw your entire life away by making this one poor decision. things will get better – FACT
June 6, 2013 at 11:32 pm

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Chrispydelic wrote:

Er, I don’t think anyone on here is going to encourage you to kill yourself via overdose.

If you must buy some smack then at least chase it, sticking a needle in your vein for a first time hit is a SERIOUSLY stupid idea!

Do you even know how to prep it properly for IV? I seriously doubt it from the sound of your posts.

I don’t want anyone to encourage me to kill myself and even by overdose.

Prep an IV just for heroin, yes. I know what to do and not to do.
June 6, 2013 at 11:38 pm

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joksgez wrote:

imagine how the friend or relative who finds you dead with a needle sticking out your arm will feel if you do overdose. life is fucking precious man don’t go and completely throw it away just because you’re in a bad place at the moment. you have so much to live for its absolutely tragic to think that you could throw your entire life away by making this one poor decision. things will get better – FACT

I know and that’s what I think about everytime I attempt it or think about doing so. I know my mom would be the one to find me lying there cold and lifeless. Maybe life is precious but that’s to you, to me it isn’t. I can’t wait for things to be over. Yes it could kill me once by what you call a poor decision but I could die in so many other ways than a heroin overdose.
June 7, 2013 at 9:41 am

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MC G-Tek

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@itsTori 548444 wrote:

I know and that’s what I think about everytime I attempt it or think about doing so. I know my mom would be the one to find me lying there cold and lifeless. Maybe life is precious but that’s to you, to me it isn’t. I can’t wait for things to be over. Yes it could kill me once by what you call a poor decision but I could die in so many other ways than a heroin overdose.

You need to see a psychiatrist – or at the very least an MDMA dealer!
June 7, 2013 at 10:44 am

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Chrispydelic

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@itsTori 548444 wrote:

I know my mom would be the one to find me lying there cold and lifeless. Maybe life is precious but that’s to you, to me it isn’t. I can’t wait for things to be over.

And you don’t mind her having to go through that trauma? Maybe she would feel suicidal after finding her daughter OD’d in her room.

I’m not saying not to experiment with drugs (if I did, I would be a hypocrite) but do it safely, in baby steps. If you have never tried heroin before, then IM is very likely to overdose you. That isn’t experimenting, it’s suicide.
June 7, 2013 at 11:30 am

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The Psyentist

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@itsTori 548419 wrote:

I’m sorry but in all honesty there are two reasons why I want heroin.

One: I want to feel good and just to be able to escape everything.
Two: I could die from an overdose on it and in the place I’m in I don’t care. I don’t tell this friend this though because then there goes getting it.

Sorry…

How much do you consider this person a friend? Think how they may feel if they provide you with the substance you use to kill yourself. Possibly bad enough to kill themselves too?

EDIT: Ignore, other people have covered this and I just hadn’t read their posts yet
June 7, 2013 at 11:46 am

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The Psyentist

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Yes we should definitely discourage the use of heroin and offer other avenues of help as she certainly isn’t in the right frame of mind to use recreationally but I think some are being a little judgemental. I really hope she doesn’t mind me saying this but we’ve been exchanging PM’s and if I were in her scenario I’d have cracked by now. She’s been incredibly strong to have made it as far has she has.

It can be frustrating when you’re trying to help someone and all they want to seem to do is the opposite but being facetious and telling her she’s behaving stupidly benefits no-one.

Not aiming this at anyone in particular but please be nice.
June 7, 2013 at 11:59 am

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korno

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@Chrispydelic 548485 wrote:

And you don’t mind her having to go through that trauma? Maybe she would feel suicidal after finding her daughter OD’d in her room.

I’m not saying not to experiment with drugs (if I did, I would be a hypocrite) but do it safely, in baby steps. If you have never tried heroin before, then IM is very likely to overdose you. That isn’t experimenting, it’s suicide.

Also, experimenting with drugs is really something you should do when you’re in a healthy and good state of mind, you really need psychiatric help itstori, you can’t see it now but things can and will dramatically become good again once you’ve got the help you need.
June 7, 2013 at 12:06 pm

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@MC G-Tek 548479 wrote:

You need to see a psychiatrist – or at the very least an MDMA dealer!

G-Tek’s unrelenting love for MDMA lives on, and never ceases to bring a smile to my face!
June 7, 2013 at 4:39 pm

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korno

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i reckon shrooms could help, not sure how that would need to be addressed though?
itstori have you tried tripping? Sorry if you have,my bad.
June 7, 2013 at 4:52 pm

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MC G-Tek

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@joksgez 548494 wrote:

G-Tek’s unrelenting love for MDMA lives on, and never ceases to bring a smile to my face!

Ha ha, cheers mate! It’s the best anti-depressant going in my opinion, nobody in the history of humanity has ever felt like killing themselves when they’re on Mandy!

itsTori, Dr. G-Tek prescribes you 1 gram of MDMA, to be split into 6 equal size bombs. Take 1 every 90 mins – 2 hours until the course is finished. Repeat once a month and it’s all hunky-dory! 🙂
June 7, 2013 at 4:56 pm

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The Psyentist

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@korno 548523 wrote:

i reckon shrooms could help, not sure how that would need to be addressed though?
itstori have you tried tripping? Sorry if you have,my bad.

Pretty certain she’s only done weed. I know she hasn’t done anything psychedelic though. I agree sometimes a trip can help overcome or come to terms with suppressed problems but not while in the depths of despair. I’d say if she were to try anything like that I think you need to be in a positive mind frame first, take it while feeling shitty and I doubt it will be pleasant or at all helpful.
June 7, 2013 at 5:12 pm

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@Chrispydelic 548485 wrote:

And you don’t mind her having to go through that trauma? Maybe she would feel suicidal after finding her daughter OD’d in her room.

I’m not saying not to experiment with drugs (if I did, I would be a hypocrite) but do it safely, in baby steps. If you have never tried heroin before, then IM is very likely to overdose you. That isn’t experimenting, it’s suicide.

I know that my mom would be hurt by it, but not enough to kill herself over it. She’s a very, very strong person. She’s been able to put up with the abuse and everything else my dad has done do us over time, just to try and get us out as best she can.

My intention isn’t to die when i first do it but I’m perfectly okay with whatever the outcome is.

@The Psyentist 548488 wrote:

How much do you consider this person a friend? Think how they may feel if they provide you with the substance you use to kill yourself. Possibly bad enough to kill themselves too?

EDIT: Ignore, other people have covered this and I just hadn’t read their posts yet

I don’t know how much, I like having her there and being someone to talk to and I definitely don’t think of her as just a drug dealer friend. But I don’t think we’re close enough to make her feel guilty enough to commit suicide herself.

@The Psyentist 548490 wrote:

Yes we should definitely discourage the use of heroin and offer other avenues of help as she certainly isn’t in the right frame of mind to use recreationally but I think some are being a little judgemental. I really hope she doesn’t mind me saying this but we’ve been exchanging PM’s and if I were in her scenario I’d have cracked by now. She’s been incredibly strong to have made it as far has she has.

It can be frustrating when you’re trying to help someone and all they want to seem to do is the opposite but being facetious and telling her she’s behaving stupidly benefits no-one.

Not aiming this at anyone in particular but please be nice.

Thanks for defending me 🙂 and I don’t mind you telling.

@korno 548523 wrote:

i reckon shrooms could help, not sure how that would need to be addressed though?
itstori have you tried tripping? Sorry if you have,my bad.

No, I haven’t done shrooms.
June 7, 2013 at 5:22 pm

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I know that my mom would be hurt by it, but not enough to kill herself over it. She’s a very, very strong person. She’s been able to put up with the abuse and everything else my dad has done do us over time, just to try and get us out as best she can.

My intention isn’t to die when i first do it but I’m perfectly okay with whatever the outcome is.

Sorry but this is really fucking horrid. I’m sorry you and your mum have had to put up with abuse, but do you really want to add more to your mothers heartbreak by fucking yourself up on drugs ?

Have some empathy for your mum for fuck sake.
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