Don’t think I’ll forget this one
Male: 210lbs
Tolerance: None
My report on 4-meo-pcp 600mg dosage experiment. It started last night at 11:00pm. I had about 3mg alprozolam after a few amph hits earlier the day. Lights were turned off , gf’s in bed with me, relaxed with some movie playing . I mixed +-600mg with 100ml water, very bitter but hey whatever. Smoked some more mj and lay back. Relaxed. I read 150mg was a good starting dose but misread my 0.01 scales 0.6 as 60mg as opening dose. I’m thankful all worked out well, very careless I know. Be Careful.
T +11:00pm – 11:30 – Can feel effects coming on strong, only did ket 2 times so can’t really compare but something’s taking off. Last meal 2 hours ago.
T + 11:30 – 1:00am Definite effects now. Movie seems like some announcement happening, CEV present but still building. Here we go, out of this world. Don’t even bother standing up, just keep laying down and breathe. This is something different and unique. Never tripped like this before, Different all together. Good mood though, relaxed but intense, Xannies maybe helped. This is where all thoughts are manifested in CEV, quite cool. Didn’t know you can trip like this. I used to do to Lysergic , Shrooms, 2Cs, Datura etc. years ago. No tryptamines as of yet.
T +1:00 – 3:00.am Reality is now gone, only scenes of random thoughts and situations. There are random scenes playing out and smooths into some new space . I could be laying in the middle of the highway and not really care. Thoughts and scenes move on. The evolution of this universe is happening now. Who cares about anything if there’s no reality? All thoughts and energy are connected and everything’s unfolding, you think about it and then it goes in. Very clear and precise, almost like there’s nothing to worry about, this is just the natural flow The Evolution must go on as if it’s all being controlled by some creative power or process. I feel lucky to be here now as the universe evolves. I feel like a creation of evolution and who controls it should know what happens next. I feel looked after but in control although not in control at all. Then something’s building like I’m starting to think about hanging in open space and feel entities creating a sphere behind me.
The word Dimensional Emporium comes to mind.
T + 03:00 – 4:00am I wouldn’t mind living like this, there’s enough space, creating things from thought, effortless imaginative creation. My girl is also there as we unwrap ourselves from this blanket of rubber. It’s all the same matter and can be manipulated into anything you think. Create whatever, very alien. I think about hell and heaven, hell is not really here in this illusion so let go to heaven. It was like mountain sunset clouds high somewhere in the distant sky line. I would hear something my girl would say that we both know the answer to and realize that everything that I have is my heaven right now. You go to this dimension with yourself being the creator. Imagination makes this dimension habitable. Realization might be fun to explore and stay to create. So much is happening, at some point the big bang reverses, imploding. I have the hole planet earth asking me questions on the planets behalf. I can just feel planet earth pumping with questions for me. I just answer what I feel like through this massive microphone from space. Not really bothered but can feel earth active presence.
T+04:00 – 07:00. I’m now thinking more about reality or what has happened while I was gone from my body. Very difficult to explain the scenes of mechanical like human movement, almost like how to use a human body. Where am I? How about a car accident site, I’m dead in a car crash, I’m in the scene next to the pavement feeling the warm blood on my body next to the accident scene but it didn’t matter and this is not where I’m going. I feel my body and it’s shaping to the way I remember it. I am aware of my gf lying next to me and feel she knows about all that has happened but was asleep mostly. I feel great, I’m back now and amazed of what just happened.
07:00 – 08:00 – GF sort of wakes up, I’m lying comfortably enjoying some OEVs in the dark , color coded squares and circles, good to be back. Don’t want to move much, could make me nauseous. Get up for a draining, difficult operating my body but feels warm and nice. 350 mg Soma 1 hour before this experience.
Blew me away but in a good way,
It’s difficult to walk properly at first but interesting, lack of coordination is apparent; no way I’m driving today.
Overall impression is very good.
Will probably try the last 350mg soon ish
Safe exploring Space Monkeys!
