@Izbeckistani 595396 wrote:
I’ve taken MDMA for about 6 years now (once every other month)
I always loved it, but two years ago I dropped a pill on the last day of a festival and I started slumping about and losing control of my physical self. I was adamant that the pills had smack or something in it, but that wasn’t the case. If you are exhausted and you take MDMA it can have this effect. I headed straight to bed, slumped down and stayed there all night.
Last year the same happened at a festival, it was only 8pm and I was rather tired from the late night before. Again I dropped a pill and ‘came down’ it wasn’t very nice and I wasted that whole evening in bed tucked up.
Then this new years eve, I wasn’t particually tired but I had some very strong MDMA (which I wasn’t expecting it to be) I spent most of the night sat in the corner feeling very sad and emotional.
Since new years, its safe to say the magics gone. Not sure what my drug of choice is at the moment, I think the magics gone for most of them if I’m honest (trips make me paranoid, MDMA turns me to jelly, K turns me into even more jelly and I just don’t like speed)
You know, I never actually liked MDMA by itself, I found I HAD to either smoke a bong or joint of weed and it made me come up, or sniff ketamine. I would never touch MDMA without either by my side, or something very similar to these drugs. I’m amazed people can do just straight MDMA, I find Weed doesn’t feel like Weed anymore and Ket don’t feel like Ket, it feels like a mega boost to the Mandy.
The last time I did MDMA was with you Izbeck, when I was in a mess at Shambala and you were hugging some dude in the tent and josh and spazrammar was there. I bought a g thinking it might perk me up so I’d end the festival not being a mong like the rest of it, and the whole g didn’t do a thing cos I was so downered by everything :/
The time I did it before that was 2010, possibly the start of 2011. I was selling some mega potent black MDMA, I for some strange reason dosed it and then did some Ket, came up it was quite nice but I didn’t dose high, I then decided for another strange reason to sniff non other than DPT!!! Fucking hell that was a very strong 2-3 hour exp. I was with my ex-gf and this guy while they watched peep show together, I laid on my exes bed and was getting wild purple visuals and this mega head space, I could not speak or converse whatsoever, I was just in awe. Very interesting combo. DPT is majorly intense and majorly dangerous, for some reason lots of people have extremely bad reactions to it and end up in hospital. I personally after doing my highest dose exp after 5 grams of ket, got HPPD for 5 weeks. Which is where the visuals don’t fully go away and you still have the visuals from a trip going on. The experience which caused that was absolutely not like any other trip, it was like deadly serious, I felt like I wanted to sit in a cathedral and get deeply spiritual….. I was alone in my house at like 3am so there wasn’t really much to do, I hadn’t been to sleep and I had tripped on 4-HO-MIPT for the first time and then picked up lots of Valium, Xanax and Clonazepam pills the next day.
God what have I been doing with my life… So many stories. I’m never getting back to that Shambala state man, fuck that for a laugh.
