Sometimes when people have really low self esteem (they don’t like themselves and think they are worthless) taking pleasure in the misfortune of others can seem to be fun. unfortunatley this sort of pleasure (Schardenfreuder in German) feeds into low self esteem and actually makes it worse, leaving the individual in a cycle of abuse and depression.
If you need other peoples pain to feel better, prehaps you should think about talking to someone about why you feel so low.
:rant: :rant: :rant: :get_you: :you_smart :you_smart :crazy_fre :surprised :bounce_m: :surprised :you_smart :alien_abd :bigsmile: :get_you: :toxic: :bigsmile: :bounce_o: :bigsmile: :alien_abd :alien_abd u dickhead, u just white-ied on da funk!!ah-ha ha!jokes u lot say!:bounce_m: :bounce_m: :bounce_m: :bounce_m: :bounce_m: :bounce_m: :bounce_m: :bounce_m: :horay: :horay: :horay: :horay: :horay: :mobile_ph u trippin now? u seein little people bouncin ups and down!! ha ha ha ha….[EVIL][/EVIL]
what a fucking idiot!!! Take no notice mate, i had an kinda similar experience myself except i blacked out, found myself walking down a street in the middle of the night not knowing how i got there, n being female i know how much of a wake up call it can be – u can never be too careful!!! even though u trust the bloke i think u did the right thing by getting out of there, without paranoia your instincts may not have kicked in, also going to the police may have not have been such a bad idea because if you had been spiked with any kind of date rape drug it would only stay in your system for a few hours,n if u went the doctors or police a day or 2 later there wouldnt be much they could do to help (as i found out) still to this day i cant be sure if i was spiked or not, you can only really go by what u felt at the time and compare it to previous experiences, sites like this really help people get advice n info from people who have also been there.Glad to hear that you r safe n ok mate, n if this bloke is a friend im sure he will understand u freeking out a bit at the end of the day u were only looking out for your self x
skunk is a psycadelic and paranoia and even panic attacks are becoming more commonplace, in my drug project we used to see about 8-10 people a year with weed problems now we sometimes see that in a week, as a generation of puffers hit their 20’s [5+ years smokig] more experience the sort of thing described above and worse.
respect psycadelics and it may be time to take a break for a while.
Yeah its an emotioanl hallcinogen/sensory enhancer so it does produce uncomftarble effecdts of paranoia sometimes
Im sure its something to do with its effect on your brain chemistry, it will always happen sometimes someplaces, so dunnae worry about it like
I dont think the guys drink got spiked to be honest as i have seen this happen before. A friend of mine was tryin some skunk and the next thing he is going mental trying to get out of the house in tears saying he needs his mum. wasnt funny at the time, must av been pretty scary for him to be crying like that. But just sounds like skatty had a bad case of paranoia
I smoked large amounts of weed and hash for YEARS and very rarely had any bad experiences.
I stopped for a year or so for personal reasons and now whenever I try and smoke weed I get exactly the experiences and sensations you describe skatty.
Which is why I never touch it anymore apart from the odd occasion. I’m not sure why it affects me this way.
my ex and i had been up all weekend on billy, and not smoked any weed at all, then on sunday night we got some hash to come down, he had a bong, and a similar thing happened to him, he made me call an ambulance convinced he was having a heart attck, i tried to calm him saying it was prob the mix of billy/hash and sleep deprevation, but he was havin none of it. the ambulance came and went, and he sat in bed tellin me how he felt, which soon made me feel the same way. that was the last time i did billy properly. sleep deprevation can do funny things to you, some effects are worse than the drugs u took to get there in the first place!
also i once had a major panick attack after only having a few jd and cokes, and at the time id get thro nearly a bottle and be ok, i thought i had been spiked as i started uncontrolably crying (i dont often cry when im drunk for no reason) and started fitting when i got home. I was taken to hospital by mum, and they just said i had drunk too much, no matter what i said to them, having a couple of jd and cokes was the cause. i knew it wasnt and not long after seeked counciling for other reasons, the counciller pointed outi had underlying issues i hadnt dealt with, and was just unlucky that it all came out that night and said i basically had just had a panick attack.
i doubt u were spiked, and hope u r ok in the future!
I smoke skunk everyday now, well nearly, for about 2 years. I love it I feel as though it heigthens every experience however does hermit me a bit at times. Normally I’m really good with paranoia I can feel it coming on or when my mind begins to wonder a bit. Usually I just ignore this with a simple your just paranoid. Only twice in my whole weed experience has it fucked me up. Once after gurn session where I was fairly new to them and absolutely loving it. In this occaision I just had 2 bongs which fucked me up. My whole body went into panic I could feel my heart racing, my blood buzzing around, my short term memory went to shit everything had a blurry glow and felt new. I was shaking and panicing plus paranoia of over doing it came in thinkin the pills I’d taken were gonna fuck me up. Anyway I survived with headache the next day. Then the same thing happened to me about a month ago but this time I hadn’t been doing anything else. Just picked up my weed had 1 bong and instantly the same effects came into play. I was moaning at my mates at how that bong had fucked me and 30 mins felt like 2 hours. It wasn’t that bad this time I just rided it out because the paranoia of taking harder stuff wasn’t there and the effects were exactly same. So if it happens again I know just to ride it out. Then a friend of mine had exactly the same experience the other day off 1/2 a spliff.
So I came to the conclusion that if your run down from some heavy sessions or constant use it sometimes just sends ur body into panic and then paranoia takes grip making it nasty. Its like when ur on pills or phet and u have a few bongs sometimes it proper confuses you.
I hope this help 😉
The whole reason I stopped smoking the stuff 10 years ago was because I had a major panic attack after smoking a skunk bucket, this was about the time when skunk only really started making the rounds where I lived so I wasn’t used to it’s potency. I thought someone had spiked me with something, tried to make myself sick which perpetuated the cycle even more. I seriously thought I was going to die and actually gave up and lay on the pavement to do so on the way home.
This is the only drug that has made me feel like this.
I did have a bit of a scary schizophrenic episode a few years back which consisted of thinking my mates had set me up to be killed by hitmen, cameras in the house filming my reactions etc. That was a combination of stress, being up for days, taking a lot of different drugs and being in unfamiliar surroundings with unfamiliar faces. I am quite shy and people I don’t know tend to unnerve me and not let me be myself to the people I do know, so then my brain goes into overdrive and I get extremely introverted and start thinking about what other poeple are thinking about me etc.
Fuck, the human brain is a complex thing!
:love: :love:
Thank God !! Im not going mad !! I’ve been a clubber for getting on for 15 years and have tried most things with little or no bother until a few weeks ago.
I was at an afterparty and a skunk spliff came round – no worries I smoked weed for years but to be honest not a for a while. Ten minutes later Im having the worst nightmare of my life. Everyone in the room is ignoring me and hates me.
Reading these posts has made me realise what was going on !! I thought I was going mad !!
Thank fuck !!
Thank God !! Im not going mad !! I’ve been a clubber for getting on for 15 years and have tried most things with little or no bother until a few weeks ago.
I was at an afterparty and a skunk spliff came round – no worries I smoked weed for years but to be honest not a for a while. Ten minutes later Im having the worst nightmare of my life. Everyone in the room is ignoring me and hates me.
Reading these posts has made me realise what was going on !! I thought I was going mad !!
Thank fuck !!
glad we could help :groucho:
welcome to partyvibe
:bounce_fl:bounce_fl:bounce_fl:bounce_fl:bounce_fl
Thank God !! Im not going mad !! I’ve been a clubber for getting on for 15 years and have tried most things with little or no bother until a few weeks ago.
I was at an afterparty and a skunk spliff came round – no worries I smoked weed for years but to be honest not a for a while. Ten minutes later Im having the worst nightmare of my life. Everyone in the room is ignoring me and hates me.
Reading these posts has made me realise what was going on !! I thought I was going mad !!
Thank fuck !!
Hi there:groucho:
Welcome to Partyviberaaa raaa
Good of you tu join us.
Hope you will have a great time…
like GL Says,sleep deprivation and the come down from the whizz was mostly to blame for your bad incident skatty,no doubt amplified by the weed.thats my opinion.
Still glad you are feeling betterraaa
0
Voices
42
Replies
Tags
This topic has no tags