flip a coin (hope you haven’t decide yet)
Haven’t decided yet but it’s almost certain the benzos will be on the losing team for a day or so yet lol.
yeah kind of a waste of a trip to kill it midway through. ya?
Yeah but then I have a problem with very different dimensions. I have to stop tripping at some point and hopefully before any psychological changes start to manifest but exactly when is the million dollar question.
i feel ya, if your still tripping on tuesday morning its probably gonna be a bad day.
i guess when the trip starts to mellow or when you feel physical fatigue is probably the best time to kill it IMO
I agree with everything you said bud. The one thing that stops anything like that happening to me anymore is not wanting to use stimulants to the extremes I once did.
yeah, got offered a bump of coke at a concert last weekend and declined. kind of suprised myself to be honest. it was right before the concert ended and i just didn’t feel like driving 45 minutes all jittery, plus i have trouble trusting random peoples drugs.
stimulants just slowly do your body in.
Very true and do you have any spare willpower you’d be interested in selling?
tons of will power to sell, i don’t like the exchange rate right now, if the dollar goes up i’ll mail it first class.
i just had a premonition of wrecking the car and then having to deal with a police force that is notorious for giving people shit. Talked to the police or authority figures all bug eyed and grinding my teeth like i wanted fillings too many times in my youngers days to risk it.
there should be some or of foreign exchange program where they sponsor druggies to go to different countries and emerse themselves in the local scene
My drug and alcohol issues have always been the biggest reason for me not even wanting to know how to drive.
yeah, i kind of swerved figuring out how to get onto the interstate right after the concert and thought to myself “50/50 that I’d of wrecked doing that high on cocaine”.
America is really spread out so you are at a distinct disadvantage without a car.. its not even a fucking status symbol any more just a sad fact of necessity.. no one gives a shit if you drive a BMW or a 20 year old Toyota just as long as you have wheels. The average american adult with a car spends a month or two a year in their metal cage. shit is so so so stupid, yet so ingrained in the American psyche
It would definitely be super sweet to drive and own a car but the chance that would end with me spending x amount of time behind bars is too significant to ignore. I don’t really bother trying not to fuck myself up (although I do a lot more than a few years ago) but fucking myself up and hurting someone with several tons of steel are two very different things
yeah but its a bit more workable in the UK to be carless, or am i off in that assumption?
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yeah but its a bit more workable in the UK to be carless, or am i off in that assumption?
You’re asking the wrong person I’m afraid mate. I can understand why cars are so necessary with such a large amount of land mass over there compared to here though.
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