Party Vibe

Yep, but not in one sitting though, can’t do that anymore; I eat like a beast, yet never put on weight, only arterial fat. After watching a BBC4 horizons show I’ve learnt that there’s no point in me trying to put on weight, as there’s a biological reason my body is as slender as it is, not sure what the reason is, might have been I WAS destined to play football as a right back/wing back/winger but I shall never know now.

I eat on average about 4-5 meals a day, double breakfast, lunch, afternoon tea, dinner then graze until about 2am.

Yes……Yes I am, but only with the Yorkshire tea, weed and bacon; I’m really rather generous with everything else hahaha

@portmanteau 588484 wrote:

Seems like I’m the only one here still up (the joys of being a night worker) but i’ve been drinking eating cauliflower cheese, tried a couple of shit meclonazepam and just had a couple of mg of crap quality etiz, just bit bored and getting nowhere with the tune I am writing so meh

What exactly do you mean by crap quality Etiz? Has the quality dropped since most vendors stopped stocking it, or just a dodgy vendor to begin with? Or have you possibly developed a tolerance so that few mg isn’t having the desired effect anymore

Well getting a half O in an hour or two so weed will be consumed verily.

@The Psyentist 588501 wrote:

What exactly do you mean by crap quality Etiz? Has the quality dropped since most vendors stopped stocking it, or just a dodgy vendor to begin with? Or have you possibly developed a tolerance so that few mg isn’t having the desired effect anymore

Well I bought from a different vendor as my usual had a small limit, thought this one was reputable, got back double what I ordered for the same money, dodgy crumbly looking pale blue/green pellets that work when I take three to the same extent as when I take one of my legit blue 1mg pellets. No doubt I have developed a tolerance.. Xmas was a bit of a wobble and I’m trying to get back down to a reasonable weekly intake… hence why I’m taking the shit one lol

@portmanteau 588523 wrote:

Have you tried an ECig ? of course it may irritate your condition too, I’m not a doctor obviously, but it may not if it’s something in combusted smoke (or just tobacco smoke) that is doing it. Might be worth a try ?

Cheers for the thought portmanteau. I have tried ECigs but they just don’t do it for me, plus nicotine seems to be a contributory factor in Buergers disease. I’m basically putting myself on the path to being a self righteous twat by kicking the smoking altogether. I’m missing smoking the weed but stopping has helped sort my thinking out some. Seriously considering eating the stuff though ’cause I just want to get wasted but can’t be arsed with pouring gallons of booze into myself.

yep, no doubt that’s partly to blame but these pellets are definitely weaker. I definitely need to get back to where I was pre Xmas, dosage wise or more pertinently, not using every day. Just a couple times a week after night shifts is the ideal, going to take me a few weeks of jitteriness I guess. Par for the course