Ended up doing a few small lines of MDMA, 50mg 4-HO-MET with some AM2201 + weed throughout the night. Still had no sleep here, though currently very chill on 7mg Etizolam. haha!
Maybe a bit excessive on the benzo side, but it will make the day easier :).
Visuals on 4-HO-MET are insane, gotta love em. 50mg was pure bliss. Around 2 hours into the trip, I knuckle down to some music with the headphones on. This time however I had the most amazing CEVs Ive ever encountered with this substance with me literally becoming an entity flying through space seeing galaxies with square wire-boxes with massive eyes forming around planets. Music became harsher then very speedy visuals came, then suddenly it all zoomed back into my body from outta space. Like a very intense out-of-body experience. I’ve never experienced this before on a psychedelic, not even DMT. I expected to maybe see some entities but this time, it was one step further, I was the entity. Even for the few minutes or so I managed to meditate it, it was all so glorious.
All seeing, All encompassing. One Love. :love:
