Yeah defo dont want habit on the stuff, 1 of my friends is pretty fukd up on it, and i like the gear way too much so got to be careful with what im doing about the whole situation because i know ive got a hellish addictive personality, see i can try a drug and i can probs guarantee that i will fukn like it, only a handful of drugs i havent tried but i know i will at some point in my lifetime, and out of all the drugs i will have taken throughout my life i like more or less all of them, infact its really only drink i wont go near, because my dad’s an alcoholic and is in rehab the now, but apart from that i would take anything and everything, thats what has given me problems through my whole fukn life, i only got off my vallium addiction about a year ago and that was really quite horric to come off them, infact worse than anything else, i was proper trippin, and at same time time i had to come off my jellies and tramadol so i went tomy g.p for help to come off the vals, ended up getting script for 9 blues, 2 10mg jellies and 4 50mg trams a day by the end of it and was on the same dam script for 9 fukn year, have you ever heard anything like it in your life before, but i didnt care then, i thought it was fukn excellent, oh how i was wrong when i ended up having to come off them 9 yr later, talk about trip tronic id hate to have to do that again, as much as i love my vals (yellows) i will never let myself go through that hell again, :yakk:x
