Food Addiction is real you guys, no joke Alright, I don't want to sound like a downer but I have been a food addict since I was about 10. All I can remember is overeating and stuffing my face full of disgusting food to make myself happy. But good news! I am finally getting myself straightened out! A few years ago, I went in for a physical and weighed 265lbs. When I saw that huge number, I knew I had to stop and do something about it. I started seeing a nutritionist and got on a hardcore diet and am now under 190lbs because of it. I never exercised, just plain old walking around at work. I used to fit into a size 26 (I'm female) and now I'm down to a size 12 and still going down. I recently had surgery to remove my excess skin and a breast lift and I feel fantastic! I eat healthy and I exercise constantly at work now...ironically I work at a grocery store so my job is sort of helping me become desensitized to crap food.
I wanted to post this so people in the wood work can possibly come out and be honest about their food addictions. It's nothing to be ashamed of. There are people who get addicted to all kinds of things, porn, drugs, sex...People like to joke about being addicted to food and while that joking around doesn't bother me, it just means that it's a very real problem for some of us. My favorite foods to binge on were boxed macaroni and cheese, mashed potatoes, potato chips, doritos...you name it, I could probably binge on it. I recently kicked soda and I am so thankful that I got that out of my system. Soda was a huge problem for me, so much so, that I was buying it and hiding it in my room so that my roommates didn't know how much I was really drinking. I used to hide food as well.
Since my diet, I now view food as a source of energy and not necessarily a source of happiness. I sound cliche I know but I do not attend Over-eaters Anonymous or any support group. I just follow my diet plan and educate myself on how I can better use my energy and food to support myself. I'm not one of those "only buy organic food" creepers or hardcore fitness people. I just thought I would share my success story in hopes that some of you can come out and talk to someone who has been down that terrible road and maybe I can help in some way. Thanks for reading. Happy posting!
Dream party situation If you were given the chance to create your own party scene where would it be, what bands would be playing and what drug of choice would you have available? Mine would be a live 3 day exclusive party in a valley in the Grand Canyon with Bassnectar pounding their greatest beats with the most amazing light show with plenty of E and acid to please everyone! Yeah that would be a sufficient weekend haha! Saw bassnectar at Voodoo music festival a few weeks ago , they were amazing!
Big Alcohol and Pharma are Paying Politicians to Block Marijuana Legalization If this even slightly surprises you you really need to give your head a shake, after all, the alcohol industry paid to have Leah Betts plastered all over billboards decrying MDMA and saying you are far better off drinking a confirmed toxin.
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Confused as fook Right, I own a Lenovo G505 with 1Tb hard drive, 4Gb ram. I should say I have two of these laptops, one has extensive damage to the screen and I don't really think I can be arsed to fix it as this one (the one I'm on currently) is far superior.
I want to upgrade the ram, I know the G505 is capable of running up to 16Gb of RAM, but I can't afford that sort of thing as they're over £200 and I'm poor.
The G505 has two RAM ports, with one already housing the 4Gb card that comes as standard, now, as I mentioned I have another laptop, which being a carbon copy also has a 4Gb RAM card, of the same specs, the same make and yadda yadda, What I wanna know is will I be able to transfer the card from the broken unit to this working unit without causing running issues?
Any help on this would be really appreciated.
Any Cambridge ravers? Any Cambridge ravers here atm? MDMA ravers
i say MDMA because last time ravers seemed to be offended I wanted to roll :D :big-joint:
The Dangers Of Vapourizing Compounds Have been meaning to write this post for a long time as it's a serious subject that has twice gotten me into serious trouble.
Vapourizing compounds gives the fastaest possible administration of a drug, far faster than IV and also gives the most intense experience from that amount of compound than any other ROA.
My 1st fuck up happened with 2C-P. I would dose around 40mg snorted for nice effects, would be a strong dose to many but I find myself a little less sensitive to psychedelics than most. Using an accurate milligram scale I weighed out 20mg of 2C-P but then thought that maybe a bit much so reduced the amount to 14mg which was placed in my bong on covered with marshmallow leaf.
The entire dosed vapourized instantly and I was gobsmacked at how quickly this kicked in. Before I'd even had chance to exhale I heard a pop and I knew this was gonna be the most intense experience of my life. Before I'd even exhaled I had an image of my brain and it was desprately clinging to reality (that's what I actually saw) but within 3 seconds my brain had lost its grip and I descended into the most intense psychedelic experience of my life. I was incapable of moving or typing. Was desperately trying to message my gf but it was all total gibberish and took at least 1 hour before I managed to type help and she rang me. This trip lasted at least 6 hours and after the initial anxiety of expecting to die I spent 5 more hours in quite a nice state but far too far gone to be comfortable. At some points I actually thought I would die laughing. I was helplessly creased up and thought i was actually going to fracture some ribs if this continued. Fortunately nothing bad happened that time.
The 2nd time was with a relatively new dissociative called ephenidine. Again I was an initil tester of this and found it reasonable at doses up to around 150mg snorted. As I swas initial tester Ialways liked to vape compounds and found ephenidine nice vaped at doses up to 80mg. I recently bought more of this compound and did several lines getting nothing more than expected at the doses I used so decided to vape 80mg. There seems to have been 1 major difference between this time and the times before, my bong had just had a fresh gauze put in, allowing the max smoke to pass through instantly. Again it seems the entire 80mg hit at once and for maybe 15 minutes I was fine but then a sort of seizure began. All I could feel was my brain spinning inside my head and I thought this was serious. I actually stood up and started spinning as fast as I could to try keep my brain in the correct orientation. I couldn't keep this p for long before I fell, smashing my head on a solid wood table and knocking it several feet across the room, leaving a gash in my head. I continued like this for maybe 5-10 more minutes before I could bring myself under some sort of sontrol and could actually give so,e thought as to what ssues I may be facing and how to deal with them. I was incredibly hot so ran outside, covering myself in snow to cool me down and also forced as m8ch fluid into myself as possible. With my head feeling the way it did it felt like the blood vessels were constricted so a few sniffs of poppers (isobutyl nitrite in this case) eased that but again I foud myself in a situation way beyond my control and again felt lucky to survive.
Drugs can be intensely fun but without showing them the proper respect they will fuck you up.
intro intro of myself I am a longtime junkie currently on methadone and I am going stir crazy currently going to school but that normal life isn't enough I need chaos
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