Feeling terrible after shrooms It's been 4 weeks since I've taken shrooms and for the most part the trip was fantastic, but the end of the trip got really bad with roller coaster emotions, bad anxiety and nothing seemed to make sense, possibly because I smoked throughout the night and not long before this occurred. I managed to fall asleep that night and when I woke up I felt completely fine and totally myself for most of the day following the trip. Although later in the evening I was sitting at the dinner table and even though I had reflected on the trip throughout the day, when I did it this time a certain thought caused me to have this horrible feeling come over me. Ever since I've been in a dreadful state of what some people tell me is depression. At times I don't feel too terrible and feel as though the symptoms are lifting but definitely not 100%. And when I finally feel like things are getting better I'll just get random bouts of complete darkness. I feel empty, I can understand emotions but not necessarily feel anything but anxiety/fear and guilt/sadness. My sex drive is pretty much gone, and I've lost feelings for things/people that I would've been very passionate about before hand. I was a regular marijuana smoker prior to the trip but haven't seen any benefits of smoking since this has happened so I've quit for almost 3 weeks now. I just feel so distraught, overwhelmed and extremely stressed out. Today was the first time I've actually been able to cry, and I cried really hard, which felt kind of good but still definitely not what I want to be doing. There are times of clarity which I try my best to lock in and remain calm but sometimes it's nearly impossible. I know this is to an extent somewhat common, but can anyone give any tips as to how I should approach getting better or an estimated time of when this will leave or just any sort of input. I feel like I'm losing my mind at times with intense mood swings (not really happy to sad, but anxious to relaxed, or having major contradicting feelings about certain things) and being strong willed at this point is getting exhausting. The only thing giving me comfort is knowing that I was okay most of the day after and that the drugs must not have ruined my mind permanently, but sometimes it's hard to even hold onto that because these feelings have stuck for so long and it's a constant battle to try and keep my mind off the subject. Just need some insight please.
Thank you in advance.
Sex with ex? Both of you having new relationships but sex was so good, practically the only good thing you had.
You meet each other in shopping mall and in second everything is back.
Sex with ex - what you think, how smart it is?
Ex Google exec claims to have tech against ad-blockers Not sure how well this will go down (he is even too paranoid to say who his clients are) or if it can be made to work; if they take the piss like that I reckon hackers will write browser extensions to monkey with this software and/or claim to view the ads but send them to /dev/null which will be even worse for the online marketers; also the companies using such techniques to force through ads will be targeted..
Online advertisers have poisoned their own goose, with dodgy ads that cut across content; badly designed/distracting ones or which start up video/audio when unwanted or fill up the screen; and worse have let in malware to unsuspecting users computers.
I've noticed the bulk of ads on here have been removed - TBH when there were the google ads I wondered what idiots selected which ones would appear as I got all sorts of things ranging from mobility aids to a military veterans dating agency; and very little that was of any use to me. I even started to feel a bit sorry for the companies who were having their marketing budget pissed up the wall by a bunch of guffawing Shoreditch hipsters; as this was so badly done
There might have been an ad for Radiospares which reminded me they still existed and I have since become a customer again although I could equally have done so because of a thread on here (it was Cheeseweasel who helped increase the brand visibilty of CPC..) Another ad came up for some antennas which I might have actually had a use for but it disappeared off the screen before I had time to read it (it was on my mobile phone) and like most males over age 30 I do not directly buy things from a mobile phone browser link.
I don't actually know how to - at least in a way that isn't potentially insecure for my card details or risks my card being blocked due to mistyping security codes on a touch screen. I actually use the phone to make telephone calls on; therefore a supplier who has a telephone number and employs people with +1 brain cell to answer it might have a better chance of getting my business.
This shows exactly where the marketing firms are screwing up; if their products are any good ; they are going to be discussed on blogs and forums often with links on how to buy it; and what suppliers are best!
Quite frankly if a lot of tech "news" sites go out of business due to lack of ad revenue thats not a great loss either - most report the same stories and many of the articles are sponsored anyway so are stealth adverts.
The Internet worked in the late 90s/2000s without online ads and only basic online commerce; and we still had the capability to share rich media content (audio and a fair bit of video...)
Ex-Google exec seeks to stamp out ad-blocker software - 19 Jun 2015 - Computing News
Hello everyone! New boy here! Hoping to get to make a few new friends with similar interests and understand more about this curious new world I've found myself in. Looking forward learning and having a laugh.
Speeak soon x
I drink way too much.. I drink way too much now man. Every weekend for the past month or so i've drunk a bottle of vodka to myself (little bottle). Tolerance has got pretty ridiculous, though, this doesn't get me really wasted where as previously it would have done. I remember the days of 1 pint getting me tipsy. *Sigh* alcohol being readily available is shit.123
rainbow, hay-on-wye spoke to a guy on sunday who said i should go to the hay-on-wye festival, i said i hav'nt much money he said i dont need any, that i'd find things to do. said it started on 16-06 and ends on 16-07-15. anyone know much about it
Hands up who made this phone call over the weekend? Hey guys,
I fully appreciate - certainly considering that this is a first post - how this link to a video for which I'm hoping to raise the viewing figures could be construed as spam.
Anyway, the song/video came about as a result of a chance missed call at 11pm on a Friday night - or, to be more specific - the consequent phone message.
Naturally, the users (pun unintended) of this particular forum will be all too familiar with the nature and content of the phone message, and may even have made a similar phone call at the weekend themselves. Along with millions of other people in major cities across the globe.
Alas, our highly antiquated system and resulting mainstream culture still perceive 'DRUGS IS DANGEROUS! DRUGS IS ILLEGAL! dRUGS IS BAD!' - despite the fact that the majority of the clear thinking, tuned-in percentage of the population like to get off their rockers at the weekend. And with good reason. You may concur it's entirely liberating and beneficial to the body, mind and soul to share good, positive energy with your fellow human beings.
Alas, we're conditioned as a society to believe a far more fearful load of bollocks. Or feel the need to lie to ourselves and/or others about the fact we DO like to smash it.
Regardless of law or social norms and values, the plain fact of the matter is that a rapidly burgeoning number of human beings existing on planet earth do drugs happily without losing their jobs or abusing their kids. It's time to stop lying and demonizing and universally admit - IT'S OK TO GET ON IT!!!
Which is where I'm hoping this video can do its bit. The circumstances leading to its existence are synchronistic indeed - 10 seconds earlier and I would have received the phone call and there would have been no message. I didn't immediately hear the message and think 'let's make a novelty dance track out of it' either. To sound like the biggest pill-munching hippy there ever was, it's as though the MDMA did it all for me.
In full accordance with that, a bunch of us necked a pill each last Friday and took to the streets of Brixton with a video camera - and promptly got barred from the area for the weekend by three coppers who I think are getting their A level results this summer.
Still got the result we were after though, the MDMA always saves the day! And directs the video and produces the song by all accounts.
Anyway, after much ado, here's the link. And by all means, share away on social media if you think it's a worthy cause.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n7a7F5fBWFs
p.s. The guy who left the phone message asking for pills (entirely not by design) is the same dude delivering the pills in the video. Good old MDMA!
Intro to Sex and Drugs Just saying hi. By day I am a straight laced compliant sort of guy, but by night I come here looking for something different.
no idea what I expect but I hope I get the unexpected...and lots of it.
A.
How long should I wait between acid trips?
I know that acid is said to have somewhat of a tolerance.
But how long should I ideally wait before dropping some more cid?
I know with ecstasy they say give it two weeks for your serotonin to start to come back and to reduce tolerance.
So what is the time to wait for acid?
Thanks. PLUR :wink:
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