MMDA or Ecstasy needed…. Can you help a girl out :) Hey All,
How we all doing:wink:
I'm living in Dublin and looking to know if anyone could guide me on finding good source of MDMA/Ecstasy?
I know people are saying go to local raves but I still find it hard to get, and been honest I dont particulary like going up to everyone asking them if you know what I mean:laugh_at:
Anyways, any help would be appericate or you may know a vendor or source that I could contact.
Any help is soooooooooo much apperciated!!
Sure PM me for chats :wink::lol_big: x x x
Mercedes 608D Breaking / Spares Available I have a merc 608 bus I am breaking for spares, if any one wants needs any bits. I will sell it whole if anyone wants to take it, but the engine and gear box have been removed & refurbished. whilst this was happening the rust in the body has got a bit out of hand, and i dont have the time to completely renovate the whole body.
The engine is almost like new with loads of new parts, if your interested please get in touch and ill give you the full list of what was wrong and what has been done, I have all the reciept and full pic's of the refurb, and it can be seen running.
the rest of the bus i will split up as required. wanted to offer the spares to anyone in the free party scene before i start to ebay bits.
cheers for looking, andy
Soul Prism This is a preface for a novel i wrote, i welcome all suggestions and comments. I created this story with my imagination after it was unlocked fully with DMT and LSD.
Upon waking up from what felt like a 25 year dream, your friend swears to you that you've been unconscious for 25 minutes. Would you start to question reality, or would you wonder if it was the concussion you suffered while exploring a cave. How about your friend, who while trying to revive you after you stopped breathing, witnesses monstrous mountain men kill your dog, and take his girlfriend.
Meanwhile, not knowing, your friend embarks on his own quest, fueled only by revenge by your death and capture of his love. You each embark on a 25 year journey that can only be described as Pure Chaos- In physical, and ethereal form.
How can two ordinary people, transform into Gods in their respective worlds - Xano armed with Carmine's simple pen light, and Carmine with Xano's trustee machete. The two never knew those items contained the power of their souls, and the ability to consume others.
Memory gain for Xano, will be the least of his problems, when Xano finally discovers who his estranged father truly is. Never knowing the answer lies within his friend's penlight. No other weapon will aid Carmine, better than his friend's Machete. How will Xano make it to that seemingly unobtainable light? How will Carmine quell this immense quench for revenge, that he can't seem to extinguish with every foe slain?
"Once again Xano's ego strikes, and Carmine's voice misses."
The nightmare is far from over. Both waking in the same cave, with the overwhelming smell of mold and spores, still strong in the air. The penlight, creates a low dim blur in their
field of vision. The cold engulfs all heat in the ominous cave. For some reason, they both appear to have full, vivid memory of the wildest dream imaginable. As Xano and Carmine, both leave the Cave to return home, they emerge, only to feel the hot Egyptian sun- beaming on their cold, clammy faces.
Michael St-Amour (c) 2015
What if this was how it all happened?
How can one child's imagination create what we call earth? All from a simple sandbox. Lets focus on the how for this part, the why will come in due time. When you were a kid, did you not have the greatest imagination, were you not a superhero yourself? Why did you favorite toy possess all the powers and strengths, yet still stay true to himself? Although it was missing parts and seemed to be the weakest of them all, it always managed to find a way to defeat the toughest enemies.
With every hero comes a villain. Now what fun is it without a villain to feel victorious over. So you create a villain, with that the villain employs minions to do all his work, the villain has to stay in the protected fortress. You made him a coward. Now the lonely hero must find a loyal friend to help him defeat the villains minions, and hopefully free his loved ones from his fortress. Why did you let him take the people you love? The hero needs a challenge. The real world is far from what you're about to create.
You have the creativity of your imagination and all the power at your disposal. So you stop looking for the why and start having fun with it.
While realizing there seems to be nothing outside your sandbox, you decide to focus on creating a game inside it to avoid boredom. Plain old boredom, but boredom in a way humans can not understand. Why do i have to remember all these thoughts, ideas and events? Why me. How did this happen to a lonely child. Well i stopped asking those questions, instead i created a world within this box and lose myself at the bottom. Then when i make it back to the top, ill try another game. I had to create this illusion or i would of gone mad. Time means nothing outside of this world. Patience is non existent.
I had to break myself into an infinite amount of pieces to sustain this world. Mostly so i could forget and lose myself in it until my chosen hero finds all the memories and helps me restore the balance. I could not be conscious of all the shards. That would make for work instead of a game.
So i planned and planned, programmed and worked for once again what can’t be described as time but imagine 300 billion years, just so you can put it into your programmed brains that it was a long freaking time.
Then when the time was right i let my lonely hero find the true power of the one. He was patient in the physical world and explored the spiritual world at the right time. Never knowing it was all a game for him to complete to see if he was worthy of this power. Of having the one true balance of power. Well needless to say he passed. Played 25 years of a life simply believing he was special, never knowing who he truly was.
The one who was to save this world from collapsing. History gets another chapter when he completes it. With me by his side, he will remain positive and complete his tasks at hand. Never knowing there lies much turmoil ahead for this newly empowered hero. I have to make him think he was a simple farmer, or outcast in every life he had until the time was right. He has now been awakened to finally break the defenses of what the enemy thinks is an impenetrable fortress.
Its so freaking boring when i remember it all and all my toys return home. I have to lose all memories of who i am to have fun now . So i found a way to embody the hero. With the balance shifting too much i had no other choice. The toys became more powerful than the hero could handle. The lonely hero was giving up and wanted to return to being a simple toy. I can't have the toys actually gaining power and leaving the sandbox. They don’t understand even i can’t leave this box. It means you no longer exist to leave the box. So i made barriers to prevent them from leaving. The toys can be thrown off, however the soul shards remain as the barrier will not allow it. It pains me too much to lose pieces of myself.
The hero has no idea what he can do yet. He simply understands to accept everything. His past is now just an imputed memory. He has finally broken the code. How he did it will follow. Meanwhile he has no idea the one is already rewarding him for his loyalty, his mediocre life he thought was never going anywhere, was about to take a huge turn. The hero was finally losing patience. He was about to give it all up again in hopes to find an answer. Before he could i decided its time i show him the power of the one.
He was shown it was all an illusion, the only real thing is the consciousness that powers the vessels/avatars, whatever name you can describe it by. I reminded him i am no longer just something hes looking for, i am him now. This is where the story begins.
I have finally regained memory. I have my favorite hero with all the powers i can think of. Every enemy thinks it is real. While me understanding its all an illusion, besides what is powering them. This is the journey i must embark on, the hero no longer having fear, doubt, or anything holding him back accepts me to guide him and empower him with all knowledge and power of the one. The story behind his journey will be revealed, but the future of his mission is constantly changing. Leaving him with only clues that good things are coming, and lets him know when he is off the path. Along his journey he will be writing his past events and current ones, these i will present to you. Which in turn will give you understanding in the right amounts at the right time
The following is from a book i am currently writing. This is what i was shown when i broke threw past the spiritual world. I broke the illusion of both worlds and peered into what people refer to as the one. Simply put i could write for 1000 years and still not even touch 1% of what i was shown. I am not a god , or the god. It is only one, and believe me when i say its a lot smaller than you could imagine.
Michael St-Amour (c) 2015
i broke the code Lets just say the code is easier to break than you would think. I did more psychedelics in a year than most shamans do in a lifetime, not bragging, why would i have to. Just stating so you can sort of understand how far i went into the illusion of the spiritual world. Yes the physical and spiritual world are all illusions, there fake. I test the limits of the human psyche and came out with pretty much knowledge on everything, most importantly the real secret of the one. Let me tell you if you think you feel lonely you don't know shit, appreciate being a human and alive, cuz you could be one of those classic machine elves holding together a painting on the wall. There illusions as well, there is only one real thing in this illusion. Now i can't tell you what it is, what fun could that be. Maybe if you read my post in the dmt forum about the illusions of the DMT world youll figure it out for yourself. How can a carpenter of 9 years who believed in nothing suddenly know it all in one years time? The tools i was blessed to have at my disposal, simpy accelerated the process. I guess the ADHD the doctors said would be a problem just helped me process the info faster, thankfully i never lost that with stupid pills as a kid
Magic Carpet Ride- Take 2 This time I'm going to be sampling 1P-LSD. Hopefully it'll serve better than the disappointing AL-LAD.
Just getting some munch in me, then we'll get this freak show on the road.12
The illusions of the DMT world In this post i want to touch basis on a few points;
1- How i broke the DMT code
2- The illusions within illusions
3-finally a part of a story i felt compelled to write after my last journey
Let me start off by saying, believe in what your soul tells you and nothing else. The dmt world is also an illusion, nothing is real but your consciousness. I have learnt the hard way and am now sharing so others don't need to go threw the shit i did.
I never believed in anything besides evolution. These tools helped change that. By tools i mean Mushrooms, LSD, Mescaline HCL, DMT, 4-aco-DMT, exactly in that order. The doses vary, but the highest done was 1gram of mescaline on my birthday and 500mg of 4-aco, in another night. That is not me bragging but me portraying how crazy i had gotten. Then again who defines craziness?
I know i am not crazy and have no intentions on belittling anyone.
I love everyone and everything. I have learned to appreciate everything. Why would the One hurt itself? Would it really allow Chaos or order to obtain true power and shift the balance? The have the illusion of power. Sure you can manifest physical matter, i mean all these celebrities claim to have a secret. Well the secret is they sold there souls. Simply put, you can not manifest physical matter without shifting a balance, i have tried. The real secret is balance.
When i mention balance i imply, to be happy in what your doing. So you played video games today , well tomorrow enjoy nature and be healthier. It does not mean be a health nut or vice versa, dont let negativity control you.
I will leave this post as it is now. I got great advice from a member on here when i posted the first time, i am a researcher and creator. I create stories and concepts for video games. I apologize for my editing skills, it is another reason i am on a forum for the first time.
I appreciate all the editing advice given, and all advice on anything. Thanks to these tools i was able to unleash and balance the genius within. We all have one, quit searching elsewhere, search within!
Hello All Just wanna introduce myself, im Ric Johnson28 Im 35 and I love females. I can be pretty kinky and I have a good imagination. I look forward to getting to know all the beautiful ladies.
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