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If you coul escape somewhere. Where would it be. It doesn’t have to be real.
I tried explaining this to someone earlier and they just said acid.
I don’t want to have to take acid to get there. Although it would be the only possible way.
I crave going to this place… and I guess it’s why I go to so many raves because it’s the closest I can get to it.
I’d be in a space, a white space, with no objects, just me. I wouldn’t be able to see a floor or any walls. No solids… just me.
I’d see flying colours, like bugs… but made of colour they’d be making shapes but they’d be see through and not solid… I’d put my hand up and it would fly through my hand, the whole space would be full of them…
Millions of colours, flying around, twirling… that’s what I crave and I crave
music… music which moves with the colours which is really confusing. Psychedelic music… which confuses me.
Becoming so confused I could go insane.
This is a place i’d love to go.
The other place I want to go… which will never happen… but is more of a possibility! I wish I could make a video from it!!!
I’d be in a dead forest. It would be night. No way out. It would be raining.
I’d be hearing music, again confusin. Psychedelic I guess.
I’d be dancing, dancing like an army or like trees… cause thats how we dance.
The sparks of light would come again… creatig patterns and shapes again they’d be transparent and be able to fly through me.
The rain would get harder… and the music faster and confusing me more… the trees would come alive and grow, tey’d dance.
There would be lightening… and it would dance.
And I just dance, in the rain… in this forest.
I get to the place you are describing by dancing for hours to good tunes and thats why I like all night parties too. :bounce_fl:bounce_fl:bounce_fl
The drugs are not essential to the process either :weee:
lol… HOPEFULLY my father is going to buy a piece of land/forest. I am going to ask him for a bit of it.
So I can be there when ever I want!
It’s bad… I day dream about it every day… I’ve missed train stops cause I’ve been dreaming of being there lol.
I haven’t got a clue… I haven’t got it yet… probably an abandend piece of land.
If it was my choice… it would be full of trees which are hundreds of years old!!!!
the eco village, a huge field and woods where there is always a party, and pottering round in the countryside to be done.
its in my mind now, but one day will be a reality.
definately, ive been on a positive this evening. ive stoped the crap i’m doing, i mean a law degree, seriously?? what was i thinking. was interesting, but not for me. so now im on the track to doing what i want and something i will enjoy. i enjoy being outside, building, inventing, putting on parties, etc. cant wait for the new life ahead of meeeee.
positive!
positive!
I was gonna put another post on about this (because of what you mentioned in another thread) but I see you’ve come to a sensible decision anyway 🙂
Its not much point staying in University if you do not want to be there or you do not fit in with the control structures there (I realised that some years ago) it is actually not so much about increasing your own knowledge but being forced and moulded into learning things the way the people in power in your field of study want you to, at their timescales and their bidding (this is why employers want degrees, they are degrees of conformity to “middle class” societies norms)
Also today, a first degree doesn’t even guarantee you a decent job but just puts you on an ever growing ladder of competition which gets more and more ruthless at each level…
I know people who’ve got degrees, professional qualifications in accountancy and other subjects and for earning maybe only a couple grand more than me in real terms they have essentially sacrificed the best years of their lives and yet still worry their jobs will be downsized or outsourced..
I’d perhaps suggest looking for jobs in the construction industry – OK its just as ruthless there and there is plenty of competition from new UK entrants but the working patterns can give you enough free time to go partying as well as working hard…
i find my mind is the finest place to go to find respite. visualising leaping into the void also (but thats another story! (the tao)).
but anyway…
CIRCUS!!!!!
HAHAHAAH! thats effin’ wicked mate!
i hope it works out for ya!(you seem like you are bursting with energy so i’m sure it’ll do the trick!)
CLLLLASSSSIC, I TELLS YA!
more o’ that i says!
positive!
im doing a good course at the moment that might interest you, its a hnd in countryside conservation, you get to go out in to the countryside at least twice a week and its been some of the most awe inspiring sites as well, espcially up Cadair idris, you also get to build plenty, for example today i was making foot styles from scratch. and that was being used from timber that had been felled by students like me, and the trees i felled will be used by more students next year. (the trees were selectivly felled and had no chance of suriviving underneath the canopy, so no harm was done to the forest) an theres plenty more to come. Couldnt be happierraaa
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