Party Vibe

yeah its sad isnt it when kids have meesed up childhoods …my mum had a dad who used to beat the shit outta my nan for years …those dayz you had to stay..my nan left eventually but my mum is very immature an short tempered…very negative an critical….my grandad was a bastard …the kids say it all …but on the otherhand i have a brother 3 years younger than me an he can do no wrong ….at all…always been the favourite ..im over that now…..my mum never hugged me or said she loved me at all…an told me i was stupid an stuff….that hurt an i dont know why….my dad an me were close i think she resented that…..i d be lieing if i said it hasnt effected me an my relaitionships …but i ve slowly learnt an dealt with it …when my kids were born i have always hugged them ..kissed them told em i love them…encouraged them to be confident …. history dont have to repeat itsself……..i think sometimes 50% is how your brought up and 50% is how you make it yerself………im not a broken person im very strong but gentle ive had a good upbringing compared to a hell of a lot of peeps ……x peace ……x