I have always wondered if i was the only person on the planet who’s crack use revolved around dressing up in women’s outfits?
Ive been doing this for long enough to know I’m not homosexual nor do i have any desire to dress up in drag publicly or even privately, drug free.
But… once Crack is involved i totally change.
Knowing i have slutty clothes to wear makes me get good coke and wash it up and having good coke makes me want to wear these outfits. Its totally out of my mind without the drug, its not some repressed transgender thing. Its simply crack makes me want to dress like little slut (as portrayed these days)
There is no guilt before or after, its simply an out of reality experience i choose. Once its all gone, i fold up the clothes and put them away and sleep.
Ive yet to meet anyone who understands or could be a partner in this.
If anyone knows anybody with a similar penchant. Please reply to this as talking about it with another would be very supportive for me.