I hear ya. As a recreational drug, it loses it’s fun very quick. I have never felt the euphoria with it like I did the first time and I don’t feel the need to chase it either. I think this drug is most detrimental to people who make it their happiness because their lives are already shit. Luckily, I have many good things going for me and I train myself to put things down on occasion just to know I can.
Although as a tool, meth does one thing very well no matter what- keep you awake. I’ve had to do some overnight essay writing and I aced all of them.
Other than this, another similar drug that i built up a tolerance too very quickly was adderall (amphetamine). -Day One – two 20mg pills = superman, Day Two – same amount = just me with heart palpitations.
