@Garoldeep Singh 985412 wrote:
So so mate, more a case of not wanting to end up in a world of shit again. Like I said previously, I’m more than happy to have a day of tripping, but nothing so intense like lsd or dmt. Although I have had a wee incling that a hit of dmt would be fairly nice but I just worry about slipping in to a drug based mad one.
been lucky enough not to suffer any real troubles through substance use over 3 decades(!) but in the last few years have had many more responsibilities with work, had to move to another region of England 10 years ago (making a whole lot of new friends/socialising isn’t easy when you have to do so in your 30s), a lot of party friends have drifted away as a consequence of the rave clampdowns in my area (and their own burn outs) and I’ve simply not had time for long acting psychedelics.
As annoying as the various NPS bans are in reducing access to fairly high quality functional stimulants, in hindsight this stuff really wasn’t doing my long term health any good (had a couple of scares to the point that people at work who have genuine medical knowledge were telling me to call 111 at some points) and the short/medium term boost of motivation/creativity from them was increasingly followed by exhaustion and even more fucked up sleep patterns.
OK I smoke more cigarettes than I should now, have also put on a few kilos weight again and life seems “slightly less fun” than a few months/years ago but at the same time its good to have my body and mind feeling more balanced (I wouldn’t say “normal” or sane” as such as that was never the case to start with :laugh_at:)
