I’ve been addicted to opiates (started with hydrocodone, then oxycodone, then oxycontin (didn’t like it), then a bit of snort of heroin, only to finally find fentanyl and really love it. Problem is it’s very expensive and I’ve done quite a bit to make my drug ends meet. I’m posting here because I’d like advice. The reason why I do it is (okay, the high) but mainly because I feel like superwoman when I’m on opiates. I suffer from bi-polar & depression & anxiety. On opiates, I actually feel what normal people would consider, well, normal. I have energy to do things, I am reliable and can keep my promises/appointments, I am helpful, I don’t mind doing chores, in fact, I’m more apt to help others when I’m on opiates then not. I’ve been told what I really should be doing is adderal. (sp?) I’ve never tried and it’s very hard to get. My question is to you all do you think based on why I do it mainly and what I like about it, is that the best bet for me? I’ve heard most people’s reactions to fent is a relaxed feeling. I get an “up” feeling like speed when I do opiates. It’s always affected me that way. That is the “high I am seeking. I’d love to do something legal and cheap to be able to get the same effects as opiates do to my body. Does anyone have any suggestions? Legal and/or illegal? I’m open to any and all suggestions. <3 Thank you!
