Have You Tried MDMA?
June 1, 2006 at 4:26 am #719730
not to dishearten you but i know people in the same situation as you who have waited for 6 months and still not gotten that original buzz…. it is known that sometimes the feeling dosnt come back…. im in that situation and im about a month into my break at the moment…. i dont know how long i will wait for thoughJune 1, 2006 at 9:20 am #719722Hunty05 wrote:This weekend i have found myself my first gram of MDMA, it cost me £40 and ive got it hidden away for the weekend.
Is the first time on MDMA like the first time you take a pill?
Im going to take an 8th of the gram, how will i feel, say, in comparison to taking pills?
have been using mdma crystals for a long time, gave up on pills a year ago. i love the smoothness of the high along with the lack of speed side effects (jaw, backache etc) often felt with pills. my fav way of using the crystals is to crush them down to a powder and put half a gram into a water bottle and mix it up. drink down the first 1/4 of the bottle quickly and then once up about an hour or so later, sip the rest of the water throughout the night.
different for everyone for sure but for me this is ideal.September 23, 2006 at 4:21 am #719753
Ok ive been doing E or mdma once everyweek for the past 7 months. I used to get excited in the week to my next batch of pills on a friday but its came to a point now i really dont want anymore. i like the effect at the time but when i dont have it i dont want it. When i used toget fucked i used to get a mega plast of positive happy enenergy, but ive lost that now, sure i get happy but i dont get half as happy as normal. But the main problem is this manic constant depression ive got. I cant tell weather im happy or sad anymore its all the same thing, im really confused about the happy and sad feelings. When i know im down im really REALLY down. i dont wanna killl myself coz thats not good enoug for me. Now dont go on about ‘your depressed’ ‘go get help’ or ‘talk to someone’ coz theres fuck all to talk about. i really dunno why i feel like this, i could start cryin for instance and theres absolutly no reason. Ive got no depressive sad past so this isnt normal. I read E can give you a depression but im scared as this is constant and im gettin it while on pill as well. The question is, if i stop doing E will this go away? or have i fucked myself up a bit too soon for recovery?September 23, 2006 at 4:30 am #719754
oh and i KNOW e can cause depression. im just asking if you stop the use of it if over time it’ll improve. or if i have to se a doctor for somethingSeptember 23, 2006 at 7:58 am #719560General LightingModerator
this is a normal reaction when you have been doing loads of pills/MDMA. I went through exactly the same thing some time ago in the early 90s. (strangely enough I was in SE London at the time!)
If you stop doing them for at least a month or so things should start to improve….September 23, 2006 at 11:49 am #719642
Iam 31 yrs i do them now with no depresion. 99% OF PARTY PEOPLE MUST SUFFER AT SOMETIME IN THERE LIFE ‘DEPRESSION’
i am sure its a stage you go through at a younger age 100% sure
like say 15 – 21 ‘depression hits you hard your still young and getting used to takeing them all the time ‘its a normal thing i had it bad back in the early 90’s
unlike most i rolled with it but just shorten’d my partying and my pillige -dosage ‘i got better overtime i rarley suffer from being depresed these day
loseing sleep over x amount of weekends can make you really ill with out reliseing it (this will not help matters)
deppending on what kinda beanige your takeing ie – the strengh of them – maybe you dont need 10 cut down to 3 – 5
wizz ‘speed’ – is the worst for depression
roll with it son – DONT SEE THE DOCTOR – ONCE YOU GET ON THEM ANTI’S YOU WILL NEVER GET OF THEM MEANY OF FRIENDS HAVE GONE OUT LIKE THAT……NO DOCTOR CAN HELP…September 23, 2006 at 12:03 pm #719761
if u feel so bad stop them!
i been doing pills for a few years and i still love doing them
if u dont want to stop limit yourself to what and how many you do!
i do them sometimes because i am bored! not good haha but fuck it.
but seriously if you feel depressed do something love,
i am right now on a come down and mate its all in the head
bit like placebo effect
think fresh thoughts, go for a walk by yourself take time to do the things you like!
hope it goes well
xxxxSeptember 23, 2006 at 12:16 pm #719695
if you are feeling depressed on the comedown it is time to take a break from the pills – try at least 4 weeks which will give your body a chance to get its lost sleep back and rebalance all the chemicals in your body that get their balance upset by taking E
also try to have a healthy diet and drink enough water as these always help
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Yeah i get depressed sometimes. But rather than E/Mdma its more like Ketamin when i do K at partys i mangage to be able to stay rather socialisin mixed wit E Phatty rush K puts a nice spin on things i think but recently av bin actually thinkin sum really weird shit which gets me depressed also a bit of Paranoia when i smoke the reef so tend to keep of that shit. I have bin goin to these partys a few months b4 u but its fuckin sketch how i feel in the week i find just chillin out in the week better than goin out.September 26, 2006 at 2:24 pm #719755
Ok a certain reply scared me a bit. If you’re still at E regulary for the past few years and you’ve never had a break that is so dangerous. All this shit about ‘E doesnt hurt you’ is total bullox and ‘Es less dangerous than drinking’ also isnt true. You NEED a break at somepoint or you’ll turn into a vegtable, i wouldnt think anyone would wanna be a vegtable? no matter how fucked up your life is vegtable state aint the answer.
I used to think E was less dangerous than drinking becuase of all these sites saying so but the fact is taking E damages your liver, just like alcoholo. E is dangerous, not as dangerous as say heroin or meth but it still has a high danger to it if your too frequent and you use it regulary. The days after taking it i get bad confusion, i forget everything, my short term memories really sketchy and im still really alreat and twitchy. Theres no running away from the fact E damages your brain, no matter how much you try to soften it up you will end up like a vegtable. Ive been taking it for 8 months, from 1-2 times every week. I take 4-5 a night and ive learn from bad experiances not to exceed 6 so early on. at first i was doing 6 for the first month but i saw noticeable risks to this. Expecially when my head twitches at the speed of light to everything what moves.
Im going to go on a break for a month and see how i go, i advise anyone else whos been going non stop for years as well. But if you really dont want to, still love getting so fucked your foaming at the mouth and sweating like your in nevada, go ahead and turn yourself into a vegtable. My friend reached that state anmd went further after 15 pills and hes been doimg them for longer than me. Just be careful and no when to stop, coz wat goes up must go down.
Me and my other friend experiance the same feeling when our puma pills start wearing off in the club. It feels like a heavy depression, accompanied with extreme anger at everything, the music pisses us off, the walls piss us off, our face pisses us off. Funny when you look back at how pissed off you can get over a wall but at the time it sems perfectly reasonable. We only get that effect on thoses pills, im guessing its something to do with these certain pills?
98% of my depressed time theres no reason for it, i am just depressed. but sometimes i know why, i wonder whats the point of dancing? wats the point of getting all excited about getting money just to spend it on clothes or other useless shit? no one actullty cares or notices, and if they do, well done someone wants to fuck you. And wats the point of that? just reproduce and pop out another useless life? – it goes on and on and on like that in an endless spiral, anyone got that before? i have spoken to ppl about it but their like, ‘lifes there to have fun :)’ but thats realy not enough when im in that state, nothing like that can make me think positively. I dont live in the monet at all and thats the problem, i live live 20 years in the future and its depressive. Im just wondering if this is a normal sorta thing after E. If it isnt im fuked anyway coz people never listen to you unless your gunna kill yourself, which i thinks terrible. No wonder why kids self harm and admite they wanna die, no one gives a shit untill its at that stage. But yeah… will this eventully go over my break do you think?September 26, 2006 at 4:05 pm #719762
about 9:30 am in the morning at a free party and it tripped me out to fuck
i saw a huge red ant on my hand and i freaked haha was funny!
but i dont actually know what an mdma bong does properly! before i did it i was on a come down!
but yeah any insights??
cheersSeptember 26, 2006 at 4:22 pm #719371Anonymous
YOU DID GOODSeptember 26, 2006 at 5:11 pm #719618
it re-crystallises in your lungs on the delicate structures that you need to breatheSeptember 26, 2006 at 5:16 pm #719696
we are here if you want to talk about it and yes it is terrible that people dont listen unless you are suicidal
does sound like you have some hardcore depression there mate and that it would be a plan to give yourself a break for a while so you can get over it – if after a couple of weeks of no chemicals and very limited alcohol you still feel the same it may be an idea to go and seek some treatment for it and take a longer break from the chemicals and alcohol
i have experienced that endless spiral and it is not fun at all
check out the depression thread that was started a while back for more information and please come back and talk to us if you feel the needSeptember 26, 2006 at 5:18 pm #719697
and the crystals are caustic to your lung tissues
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