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I was at home, had a session with my bro and a few others. It was hardly anything compared to what i’ve done in past. I hit a bong to end night and my mate stacey went up to bed and i was just standing there brain dead like.. shiiit this is fuckin weird. Iād done about 3g of Meow, and under half of K and C, mixed with beers (a few) and then ended with that bong at 4amā¦ā¦
I Stood there for 5 minutes looking at my mantlepiece in living room.. heard stacey come down askin if i was ok (it was like really faint) n i was like yeah.. staggered to kitchen, couldnt get a drink so thought fuck it i need to lie down.. at bottom of stairs i started feeling faint and that i couldnt walk and instantly knew something was not right.. i walked up stairs (barely) past stacey and said i dont feel right, somethings wrong… and then somehow kept calm, got undressed and got into bed.. she switched light on and was like tom.. are you ok? apparently i just looked at her and went “i need an ambulance, quickly” ……………… shiiit mate its making me choke up big time thinking about itā¦ My whole body was been taken over with this vibration, and numbness. I was going tight all over and felt like someone was choking me.. and my chest was exploding in pain. This all came out of nowhereā¦.
Next thing she was on phone to them, i’m lying there and could just feel myself fading away. My heart went fucking insane and my body felt like it was shutting down with tingling, then numbness.
She got off phone and was just like strokin my face or something, i couldnt move or hardly breathe… then everything just started closing in on me, like i was fading away… it was simply fucking sickening man. Traumatising. I could see her tryin not to cry and was like “stacey get them to hurry please” etc.. then she ran downstairs cos they had got there. Those 5 minutes seemed like forever, alone in the room… lying on my bed unable to move or even speak. My vision started fading from the corners going dark… and i remember life flashing before my eyes, thinking about my mum and dad… what would happen if i died in my bed, knew i was sorta slipping away into somewhere baaad man. I just thought fight it, stay awake, donāt let your mind slip asleep. I have never experienced a feeling of i’m about to die.. You wont know what its like until you’ve been there……………. its scary, horrible and very traumatising, yet eerily calm. Next thing paramedics are there and they whisk me up, put all sorts of shit over and inject me with something (to counter act the heart or something, I canāt even remember the name) and then take me off straight to hospital. I was in a bad, bad bad place man… Stacey just holding my hand whilst i’m fucked… apparently my breathing was fucked up big time and i was sweating buckets… but had hypothermia setting in and was basically fitting – body was shaking like mad. I was slipping in and out of consciousness and can vaguely remember this. Apparently my eyes were popping out of my head and were also red raw ā from where the blood had sucked up into my brain or something ā to do with oxygen?
Dont remember much else except i was conscious through whole thing. It was horrible man… afte about 4 hours my mind started coming back and there would be moments where i was calm and thought i was coming ok.. then i’d remember that feeling of about to die and i’d start hyperventilating and hear the machines go nuts and feel my heart almost bursting……. everytime i thought about it i was just going back to how i was.. it was insanely mental..
Mate its really upsetting. I could of died on my bed in my own house…. my mum would of been ruined. Everytime I go back to that moment of being in my bed and seeing my vision, feeling that terrorā¦.. it rips me to pieces.
Its a new emotion learned – my life went before my eyes mate, i had to fight for it…… they said if I hadn’t of called an ambulance so soon i would of probably died where I was as my body was almost shutting itself down and they stopped me having a full blown heart attack.
Now, I canāt be in the house aloneā¦ I get freaked out. I need to have people around.. even if theyāre just in another room or whatever. Think my mind is messed from it and will take some time to recover..
Lesson learnt…………………………… i’m sure the mephedrone had something to do with it but the doctors said it was definitely the combination, but that the cocaine has probably heightened all the problems and that it was the most dangerous drug in the cocktail i’d taken.
I’ve never felt the air on my skin feel so good or smell so nice… its just madness
I’m still going to be a fucking raver, but i’m cutting myself out the game for a while… need to get my head over this one.
Iām wondering if Iāll ever take drugs again. Iām 27 and have done them since I was 15 ā this was a miniscule amount compared to what Iāve done session wise in the past. I know it will be hard sometimes but when it comes to Meow, R/Cās, Cocaine or Ketamine ā I will always stay far, far away from it. Forever ā I am too terrified to even smoke a bit of weed at the moment but enjoy it now and again so will work on that one.
Iāve never experience the body feelings I got ā they terrorised me. I thought Iād share this with you guys, dunno why ā just so you know what can happen. Even if youāre a fully experienced drug user whoās taken thousands over your life. Pills, 2ce, 2cb, DMT, 5meo, 4aco, K, C, Meow, whateverā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ just remember your never immune.
big up xx
EDIT: Sorry about the “mates” – i copied and pasted from a message i wrote to a friend and edited it slightly – no point in typing the whole thing up – going over it scares me. I think thats possibly the best way to deal with it though.
@p0ly 504806 wrote:
You’ve both met too.
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DON’T GIVE IT AWAY THOUGH, LOG CANNOT FIND OUT
I know lol
Sweet. Just as long as log doesn’t… even if it’s for 5 more mins THAT’S ALL THAT MATTERS!!
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That sounds like a terrifying position to be in, This is really strange because this happened to one of my friends about a year ago when we were having a session. He to mixed ketamine with Mkat, after he finished his line of K he just said nothing for about 5 minutes with no expression at all, next thing he was just faintly mumbling that he didn’t feel right and needed a ambulance, he then got up out his chair and walked outside onto his garden and collapsed and had a heart attack on the garden, he was dead for about 10 minutes. was a really fucked up position to be put in and kinda scared me off drugs for a couple of months. hope your friend Stacey is ok because it is quite shocking to be and one of those moments, it changes your perspective on life quite a bit. Hope that you start feeling better and get back to your usual self š peace.
fuck man thats deep bro (latest reply). I was so close to that moment.
long story, but battled addiction with mephedrone up until now really. still have a dabble but im trying to beat it, down to once every couple of months but its a ridiculous, pointless and horrible binge that I can resist. fucked up no?
still, alive and kicking! ended up im marrying stacey in less than a year š BOYAH!
Am glad that you are okay, mate! Thank you for sharing the experience with us. I will definitely keep it in mind the next time I am in the party.
Wow, this is certainly an experience to learn from!
Thank you and good to see you are fine.
hi, sorry for that bad night, and for sure : GOD just wanted warn u, (if u believe in what ever)
Mixing all what can be find is always very risky. your ‘re still young, but the years seems passing faster and faster the more u get older. Am passing 45 and i am too old to really change my life now, but u are really approaching the 30’s which is the age in my point of view to choose between :
1) slowing down for having children, working and MOST IMPORTANT: your health
or continuing like i do with differents possible results like (and some results may hear difficult)
2) continuing having fun with drugs which can bring to
death by overdose
ending handicapted by for example a brain or heart attack, …
big deals/BIG money and possible many years jail (8 in my case) or not if lucky
little money, liberty, a lot of fun, travelling,
BUT IN THESE CHOICE, THE BIGGEST PROBLEM WILL BE THE HEALTH GETTING WORSE AND WORSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But i do not regret any part of my life, at the end we will all end at the same place.
AM HAPPY FOR U THAT U ARE STILL HERE AND IT DIDN’T END BY DRAMA, CHILDREN SHOULD NEVER LEAVE BEFORE PARENTS
You’re 27 and it’s the best time to think what is your life dream. Thank’s for your sharing and stay strong:sign0100::group_hug:wink:
Pushing the outside of the envelope enters one into the unknown
Apart from the obvious, never underestimate the toxic effects of cocaine and alcohol. Simultaneously consuming cocaine and alcohol will produce Cocaethylene No one knows for sure exactly how toxic cocaethylene is to the human body, but laboratory studies of dogs and mice indicate that it may have a toxicity level as much as 30 percent higher than cocaine itself
Wow scary man. I had a terrifying experience with a batch of spice.. My throat felt like it was closing up and I started freaking out… I finally jus sat down and try to relax and it eased up eventually but it scared the fuck out of me… Hope you learned something from it and try to stay away from mixing drugs that’s when shit gets dangerous…hope you beat your addiction, keep fighting the good fight brother.. Find out where some NA meetings are in your town and attend a few of them I go every night and they really help me.. I still do my diet here and there but I’m limited of what I can do anyways so to probation… Anyhow man stay blessed!
-Piglet-
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