Well that’s what happened. Not once, not twice but now the THIRD time in a few months. In none of the cases was I looking for a relationship. I already have one of those and despite her lack of sexual deviance and that i just see her 2 days a week, I wouldn’t trade her for any other.
2 things to consider before reading on. All 3 were young women. They could have easily been young men but weren’t. I will befriend anyone and stay your friend forever unless you cross me. (more than i can say about these 3 and i miss them so much!) And Two: All cases had something to do with doing that recreational that makes you THE MOST SEXY!!! That fast recreational that if your not careful will have you spun out on the ice and you will crash leaving shards of glass everywhere! Was it a factor in them leaving, maybe, but i wouldn’t have.
The first was Jackie from Arizona. She moved here (Detroit area) to see if she could make a go of it. One night I was particularly lonely and had some in my possession so I put out a craigs ad to see if someone wanted to party. When she found out i had what was plentiful in Arizona but almost non existent in Michigan, it was like BANG BANG I’M THERE. (bang is the appropriate word here, we did each other good!) I had to get her across town and bring her back after, which was like 100 miles, but I wasn’t complaining. Saw her again one night at the place she was staying but she’s gone now. Moved back to Arizona where her mom lives. Damn, I’m gonna miss her.
The second one… OMG Amber from Alabama. Her leaving my life completely is like a funeral of a family member that never goes away. I will forever have a piece of me missing…. sorry, the story…
Tuesday, Sept 22nd, 2015, I was driving home from Home Depot. There was a sweet, pretty, young girl (early 20’s) hauling a big bag, so I did what I thought was MY idea and turned around to ask if she wanted a ride to somewhere. She accepted. I asked where she needed to go and it turned out it was only 50 ft away. SO I asked her if she partied and she did! She asked if she could hang with me for the day. I thought, “why not?” and we smoked and i showed her the 10 different ways i give face! When we were finished, I drove to the woods. It was there, the most magical thing to ever happen to me, did! AMBER YOU CLAIRVOYANT, SUPERNATURAL SOUL! NOTHING HAD TO BE SAID, WE WERE SHARING THOUGHTS JUST BY STARING INTO EACH OTHERS EYES AND CONCENTRATING. A tear rolled down one of her cheeks as we were locked in our stare. The police showed up and asked what we were doing but with the way I looked, and with my jovial calmness, they didn’t bother us. It was on the ride home when I realized the Taoism and her power of the situation. It wasn’t me that stopped to help her, it was her that needed me (at least for one day) and summoned me. This had to happen for the future to happen. She took my number but didn’t have a local one for herself. I spent the next two weeks looking for her but shes gone. Oh my God, makes me wanna cry.
And now this! Last Wednesday called this girl named Cassandra (19). (this one, at least, was a homegrown Michigander) Never mind where i found the number but she was looking for spending money. I didn’t have much but what I did have was my gift at birth, my skill at oral and surprise! more party material! I picked her up and drove her to my place. On that ride, talking to her, I could see she was a unique special young woman, a real kindred spirit. It would take months to fall in love with the person, if it happened at all but it only took a few minutes to fall in love with her soul. We partied a bit, relaxed on the bed… then (all calm)… SHE HAD A MILD BRAIN ANEURYSM, GOT HOT AND RED AND SWEATY AND THREW UP A COUPLE TIMES. SHE SAID HER HEAD WAS POUNDING SO BADLY THAT SHE NEVER EXPERIENCED ANY PAIN LIKE THIS EVER BEFORE!!! ASKED ME TO TAKE HER HOME SO HER MOM COULD TAKE HER TO THE HOSPITAL. So of course I did. I’m the guy who does the right thing and I have no regrets about that. Well she said she’d call me so we could hang again but I think her and mom are just hoping i forget about her.
Here’s what I’m asking from life. In all the cases, if they’re was no sexual contact (and there wasn’t with the 3rd) and these special people wanted nothing to do with me but maybe coffee once a year to see how each other are doing, i would be eternally happy. But now they’re gone forever and it makes me not want to meet anyone ever again! :'(
For all of you that have got to this point. Thank you so much for listening! Means alot to me.
~Mark
