I’ve been officially been diagnosed with alcoholism, and don’t know what to do about it. My mental issues have been out of control and I find myself in the same situation a Psy. In a really fucked up way, I have no intention of stopping, not that I could if I tried, the worst part about it is I’m a pathetic drunk; not even any fun or funny, just plain fuckin pathetic. I spent over £200 on drink on Saturday, and that was for ME….no other fucker, just ME.
I’ve found myself often thinking about just drinking myself to oblivion, which I tihnk I could do, tried opening up my wrists and that failed, tried hanging myself that failed, but booze…….
Fuck this, safe.
