Party Vibe

In all my life I had never had such an intense urge to just stop breathing and go to sleep. It started out one afternoon around 4:00 at a party. I started drinking. First I had a beer. Then a Mike’s hard lemonade. Next I started taking shots and drinking alot more beer. After I was done drinking, I took one ecstasy pill. I started rolling face after 1/2 an hour. It was fun like usual. I have done ecstasy about 20-25 times before and every time I had only taken one pill. This time I decided to take more. I took 1/2 of another pill. Then I said screw it-I’ll take another one. I smoked 2 blunts and 6 bowl packs. Half way through smoking everything started to morph. I didn’t realize it because I was messed up. I went to the bathroom. Everything started moving slower and slower. I looked in the mirror and said I “I think I need help” in my head and the words echoed. Everything around me started to dim. From then on every word I said echoed and my entire vision was dimmed. I stumbled out of the bathroom and was swirving back and forth down the hall. I ended up in the kitchen. I didn’t notice all the people around me screaming for help. I started to stop breathing. I couldn’t hear or talk anymore. My temperature rose up into the 100’s and I felf so cold. I lost touch with reality. I had to force myself to breathe. Every time I did find reality, it was only for about 2 seconds and every time all i could say was “something bad just happened”. They layed me down. My eyes were forcing me to close them but every time I did, I got the most intense urge to stop breathing and go to sleep. So I screamed at everyone not to let me go to sleep. Those were the last words I said for the rest of the night. One girl tried to feed me but I couldn’t swallow. It was like my throat had closed up. I immediately stumbled into ther back yard to throw up. But alll that came out was the food and nothing else. They told me to walk around outside because I kept losing my breath. Two girls took me inside and forced me to throw up in the toilet. All the water I was drinking came out. I started passing out. They held my jaw open and poured water into me. They forced me to throw up again. They poured wated down my throat again. They repeated this three other times. The girls put me in the shower which was a bad idea. I lost my breath quicker and had to close my eyes when the water hit me which gave me the urge again. Finally they layed me down again. I was literally trippin. I felt like I was on shrooms. People had to take turns watching me because I kept stopping breathing and having whole body spasms. Two hours of staring at the ceiling and going to the bathroom and drinking water, I calmed down. For two days after that, I couldn’t sleep because I was afraid the urge was going to come back and I was going to die in my sleep. What caused all of this?