aivia – its clear you have left a country which had a more lax attitude to drugs (somewhere in South America?) to start a new life in the USA which has a much more conservative attitude. Nothing wrong with that, I am English born but of Asian ancestry – my parents are immigrants from Malaysia and sometimes things happen in life that make people need to move to another country – but if you move to another country you have to accept their views.
You are also a very good looking and talented young woman with a interest in arts, poetry, photography and environment – and also a proud parent and in a long term relationship (maybe why you came to USA?). you’ve also moved from the original bit of the USA you migrated to.
You might be wondering “how the hell did he find out all that?” – well I do a bit of IT security and investigative work now and then, and know how to find this stuff – but don’t have access to any info other than a normal British citizen. All this came from the info you divulged to sign up to this site and you’ve put on posts.
If Giantmidget hadn’t deleted your ‘phone number, I could easily have rang you up last night from the UK and addressed you by your real name. Of course I wouldn’t have done this, I don’t think its right to scare young women in a vulnerable situation, but consider this – if I can get all this info, what other info can cops/feds could get on you?
by being as blatant and unrepentant as this about drug use (free speech laws are overruled even in the USA by the “war on drugs”), you are putting yourself at risk of armed federal agents coming to your family house, arrest and maybe even deportation as the USA, despite its history, is getting a bit fussy about immigration. This sort of thing could break up your family.
It might be worth making a genuine “new start” and finding a rehab clinic in your area. At present the consensus in the USA is still very anti-drugs in comparison to Europe or Latin America. That said, from what other Americans have mentioned, some do even prescribe maintenance doses to get you off the drugs rather than cold turkey, and you won’t be risking everything you’ve worked for in the last few years…
