@The Psyentist 530870 wrote:
I’m torn between wanting to quit bud and never wanting to quit lol. I have days where I smoke it and think ‘what was the point in that?’ but then when I go a few days without my brain becomes functional again, remembers how depressing the world is and I crave it to block out the pain. I need a brain transplant.
I’ve quite got into ket in the last couple of months, not been doing it that frequently but my opinion of it has massive altered. Couldn’t ever see myself becoming addicted to it though. With the exception of tobacco I don’t seem to develop physical addictions, just psychological ones. How I never formed a physical fiending for valium or Xanax is a miracle.
Same thing happens to me man but fuck the world, i’ll just carry on doing what i’m doing but sober, it just makes me paranoid and anxious all the time.. makes me feel like i’m having a heart attack and I get massive chestpains. It’s a shame because I used to love it but sometimes you just gotta move on, times ain’t the same now anyway.
Yeah I can’t see myself becoming addicted to ket either but I want to do that as a precaution and so I can be sober the majority of the times, get drugs back to a casual thing and slowly reintroduce them. At the same time i’ll do good at college and hopefully not the fuck up the rest of my life whatever I end up doing. I think I was depressed to be honest. Fuck I always rant on when I got stoned lol.
