How old was I?
I was 14-15 when i starting with beers and weed,
When i was about 17 and i used speed for a while and we had a few good places at an airport where we picked shrooms, so we had that a lot.
Around the 20 I started using cocain, still smoked weed the whole period. The cocain adventure stopped very fast because i couldn’t afford it and
the only way I could get it for free, was by doing things I didn’t want to do. When I was 21 I stopped doing drugs.
There have been periods over the years when I’ve smoked weed and taken cocain, but it have been a few.
What I got out of it?
It was an escape from life.
Why i tried?
Because I got some friends who did. We actually were a group of 5 people who was together every day. 1 day we got a new friend and he introduced us to weed.
1 of my friend have now died of his abuse, and another one was arrested for killing his girlfriend in Sweden. and 1 is fucking crazy.
How it effected me?
It was fun while it lasted, but I feel now I lost a lot of years doing things that would have made my life easier today.
I’ve seen a lot of friends die in my life, some of drugs and a few killing themself, I still meet some of them but they have nothing left in the top of the head.
1 is on heroin and have lost both his legs, but still go on. 2 live on the street.
Do I regret?
No, because no matter what, it have made me to the person I am today, and I’m most of the time happy with that.
And regrets are useless, you can’t live in the past and still grow as a person. I don’t know how my life would have been without..
That was a bit more than you asked for but maybe I needed to get it out today:hopeless:
Sorry about that….
