Hello, newbie with a couple of questions! :D Hyyy,
I'm just wondering if you guys can help me with that...
I really hope to get some quick answers.. :)
I just recieved 3.5grams of HQ cocaine, and I am home alone and I tried it and it feels awesome... I've only done cocaine 2 times before, and that was more than 1 year ago and it was ok too... Now I ordered it and hide it from my girlfriend because I do not want her to try it.
That is because she gets addicted really fast, she was smoking and she quited (yessss) because of me, I am not a smoker...
I was using mdma for 3 years on parties (about 3 times a month) but now its just not worth it because I need .5 gram if I want to have fun, and that is a lot per night I think... I told this to my gf and she said she will still do it on parties, but that doesnt bother me much... I have done it before we have even met, so I am in it longer than her... and I know she is not addicted to mdma, because we can go out partying and she doesnt need it everytime :)
So I ordered 3.5g of hq cocaine to take it with me on parties instead of mdma... I will tell her I will be sober.. when she will be on mdma, she will not see if I took something or not... I think I will remember parties better on cocaine and everything. But now I tried it at home and I really like it... Next week I am not working, so I am thinking of doing it again. But then I start working and
I think I will not do it, only on the parties then... So It can wake me up a little so I can be till the end of the party.
My question is, if I go out every weekend on parties and do a little coke till I use all of the 3.5g (about 2 months I think), will I be addicted? Now I think I will not buy it anymore, because it is really expensive and I do not have much money. It didnt cause me financial problems or anything buying this 3.5g...
Thank you for your answers...
Best regards,
M
NL : Dutch boozers, pirate radio holding outdoor events to escape licensing costs Found a really odd newsreport on RTL via youtube last night (I will dig it out if anyone really wants to watch it, but its in Dutch).
Anyway this dude in a bar was complaining that the pirate radio stations were holding outdoor events and young people weren't going to his bar, that pirate radio stations were organising this and that he was supporting the Police and Agentschap Telecom (communications ministry officials) in clamping down hard on this.
Which sounds familar - but the events aren't raves, they only drink Heineken and Grolsch (I've not heard of drugs being taken at all at these piratenfeestjes) and listen to piratenhits which are a Dutch version of oompah music and country and western mixed together! I've heard this before and thought it was for older people (my age and above) - I only listen to them to improve my Dutch (I admit I do like them especially after a few beers) but a lot more young people are getting into this scene, and prefer it to music with English lyrics (then again its better than rnb and much urban stuff, I'd rather listen to piratenhits myself!)
This happens not so much in Amsterdam and Rotterdam but in the rural areas closer to Germany, but it all seems a bit bizzare TBH, especially as they are organised just like outdoor raves in the UK...
Hiya newbie here I've decided to try this site out , I'm a 40 female from NY love to party love to play definitely love being a cougar to both sexes. I love chatting n will talk about anything answer anything and all that fun stuff. I'm looking forward to meeting new people ;)
Novel Psychoactive Substances ("Legal Highs") Research – University of East London Hello all,
I am part of the Drugs and Addictive Behaviour Research Group at the University of East London, and we’re undertaking a research project characterising Novel Psychoactive Substance use (i.e. research chemicals, legal highs) in young people such as synthetic cannabinoids and cathinones (mephedrone, etc.) in relation to social anxiety. We’re studying this through an anonymous, confidential and data protected online questionnaire.
Here's the link:
http://surveys.uelconnect.org.uk/index.php/846646/lang-en
The survey is primarily United Kingdom orientated, however other countries are welcome too.
Thanks,
University of East London, School of Psychology
Hay Oil (speed) Hi all, i take a bit of this now and again, it's like speed but what is this actual substance..people say it's hay oil but i'm not sure it's actually oil from hay... anyone know about this?
Just saying helo x Just started on this site, thought I should introduce myself. I am a 19 year old musician and Photographer. Reading books and drinking a lot of red wine is my thing.
Music wise, I like pretty much everything. But my favourite bands are The Smiths and The Manic Street Preachers.
I look forwards to getting to know you guys x
Mental Cloudiness I've come to a conclusion, a brash one at just 20 years old: I DONT LIKE DRINKING.
It has taken me the best part of 5 years to come to my senses, sitting here right now after just 5 budweisers and I feel so mentally cloudy, I feel like I have shut off half of my brain, my thoughts are non expressive and my internal dialog is basically non existent.
Its such a stark contrast to psychedelics, WHY DOES ALCOHOL HAVE TO BE THE DRUG EVERYONE FINDS ACCEPTABLE.
Anyone else feel the same was as me? If so.. Elaborate..
Feel like I might be the only person who doesn't like being pissed!
…She’s Alive!?! I eventually passed out & woke up at 8.30am... Sketchy & ashamed... My son is home now & just say a huge thanks to all that have taken the time to trawl through my incessant tedious ramblings of a crazy person & actually had the energy to reply!!! Lol Your sincere, kind, positive & supportive words have meant alot to me & I will check in as often as I can but I have finally accepted the deeper issue that's behind my self-destructive behaviour & that it's too complex & intense to overcome without professional therapy! Wish me luck!?!
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