Im no crie starting chav, and im certainly not bored. My problem isnt as simple as you’ve judged. I dont want to do anything, i dont want to change anything.
Being a cunt and making other people scared and making ther enviroment a nasty place to live in for other people really doesnt tickle my fancy. Finding a ‘one true love’ thing dont satisfy me, ive got all my grades and more i can do anything with my life i can do anything, i know what i wanna do with a passion and im doing it, im studing in all my free time and i like it. But im not satisfied, everythings perfect but i dont se the point in doing it? getting all happy about the job your in, or the people around you means fuck all. Like well done you work for the system, you do what every single person in the human race does, but for what? I stick all this shit to the back of my head coz no one can understand me, it all comes back with weak, obveious answers what really cant persuade my brain to listen to. i need a better answer
mate who said you’re bored? or that they didn’t have all the good grades they wanted? or that because they have a job they work ‘for the system’?
you say you know what you want to do and you’re doing it with a passion. if it isn’t satifying you, it’s likely you’re doing what you’re ego tells you want to do, not what your id knows is right
you’re not depressed, you’re just unaware of the true possibilites of your life and it’s bringing you down
IMO
I stick all this shit to the back of my head coz no one can understand me
this is not intended as an attack, just a wake up call. do you know how much that sounds like self-centred bullshit? how many billions of people on this planet? how much do you know about what those billions of people actually do in their lives? i think you’ll find that a great many people understand you better than you understand yourself.
