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  • i have always had a bit of an addictive personality and the need for excessive sessioning seems to run pretty strongly in my family,, one time at a festival i took things a bit too far and was on about the third day of a sleepless drug fuelled binge, on the 3rd day id had a g of mandy, 3gs of k, 2 ‘superpills’, a 2cb tablet and a lottt of booze, a couple of times in the night i started to get overwhelmed with anxiety and i started twitch pretty badly and have little spasms in my face, it got to about 6am and i was walking over to a mates campsite to smoke a spliff and have a little wind down and i started to get the anxiety and spasms again then all i can remember is dropping to the ground and i must’ve blacked out because the next thing i knew i was in lying down in the paramedic tent withmy mate next to me looking at me horrified, apparently i had a seizure,, was this my body just giving up or is there an underlying problem

    ALSO, the other day id been on a bit of a sleepless binge again that involved a lot of stimulants, i hadnt slept in 2 days and had had 2 pills, half a g of mandy, a g of coke, a g of mcat and a g of ket, it got to about 3 am on the sunday (id been out since friday) and i pretty foolishly had a hit of some very strong acid and the people i was with were very drunk and irritating, i was starting to get annoyed by them and the fact that my heart was racing so much was alarming me quite a bit, i went downstairs to try and calm down with my other good friend who was on acid so we could just chill out but i was just getting more and more worked up making my heart race faster and i had a bit of a panic attack in the midst of peaking on this acid which was not very pleasant at all, i eventually got about half an hour sleep and then i had calmed down a bit i just talked with my friend for a few hours and things were ok then

    are these seizures/panic attacks telling me anything or do i just need to chill out on the binges, sorry for the long post just wanted to talk to people about this i feel as though im getting a bit out of control

    No you just took too many drugs and didn’t get enough sleep!

    you know what stimulants do? they speed up your central nervous system, you do a lot of them you excessively you will speed it up more intensely and your thoughts will race. Anxiety will then be much worse as you’re thinking so much and stims make you focus on things so you cannot get your mind off the paranoia which then makes the paranoia worse as you can have a panic attack with NO drugs in you just from winding yourself up.

    if you take stims and have little sleep then psychedelics you’re likely to have a very paranoid filled trip. not only will most of your happy chemicals be completely and utterly fucking gone but then on top of that you have an intense trippy drug messing with your head and if you’re receiving no happy chems the mind fuck is gonna be nothing but an UTTER mind fuck.

    Basically dude your body is telling you something, you’re taking way too many stims. TBH this drug use is quite small compared to the sort of shit i take (not proud of it) what i’m trying to say is you can recover from this easily i have been doing major combos for years but i stopped taking uppers for what you posted about.

    for example diazepam-valium is an anti anxiety drug, chills you out can end bad trips, comedowns any fear and put you to sleep. it’s also fucking nice to take just for the pleasure and then you have opiates which do a similar thing and also ketamine. I won’t go further into it but basically just chill man less it more.

    maybe pop a vally or two and don’t take psys like you are. psychedelics are tools to unlock your mind not for complete mad hedonistic fun (though the odd few trips of just hedonism isn’t too bad). lay off the stims man they’ll ruin you.

    I’ve taken cocktails of heroin, ketamine, mephedrone, valium, xanax, lorazepam, 5-meo-dmt, coke, alcohol etc in a night… sure i did more as well i have the list somewhere posted (this was with daftfader actually, messy as fuck accidently sniffed his line.. sorry bro!)

    but yeah word of warning these downers which i’m sort of promoting i’d highly advise not to really get into at all just cut down on your stim use or you’ll end up like me.. unwilling to take ANY form of stimulant with being on downers and having downers for the comedown because i think the anxiousness is fucking disgusting..

    one thing i will promote about downers is you can eat and sleep on them and they don’t ravage your mind and body as much. sleep and food are the key to feeling good so make sure you sleep and eat between dosing all this shit.

    even once i did an allnighter then took 3 tabs of super strong acid, i was SO extremely exhausted the trip was fucking hell. i learnt from this 5 years ago. NEVER EVER EVER take strong psychedelics when you aren’t feeling fully healthy cos all it will do is make whatever you’re feeling at that time stronger…

    i could go on and on but i’ll stop here.

    lay off the dutty stims bro!

    @cheeseweasel 501284 wrote:

    No you just took too many drugs and didn’t get enough sleep!

    ^^^

    2c’s are bad in combos like he did as well, they seem to fuck people up seizure wise.

    As the other guys said man, you took far too much. To be honest, if you’re taking mandy, then I wouldn’t suggest drinking booze & taking m-kat on top of it, just let it work it’s magic dude. When it’s worn off, get some kip and then take the acid when you’re a bit more refreshed and able to enjoy it a bit more. As p0ly said, less is more fella.

    cheers for the advice guys, p0ly you summed up what happened to me perfectly haha, i was in dying need of some vals during that panic attack but ive never had access to them,, like you say though i dont wanna start taking downers just to calm me down after a stimulant binge i just need to appreciate drugs for what they are and keep it all enjoyable, nice one !

    @joksgez 501290 wrote:

    cheers for the advice guys, p0ly you summed up what happened to me perfectly haha, i was in dying need of some vals during that panic attack but ive never had access to them,, like you say though i dont wanna start taking downers just to calm me down after a stimulant binge i just need to appreciate drugs for what they are and keep it all enjoyable, nice one !

    Been there man. never had a proper panic attack. had a horrific acid trip which i said about above which i’d guess would be a panic attack in it’s own right but that’s cos i didn’t know who i was and thought the most mental things were happening. example at one point i thought i was being punished for ‘doing wrong’ and everyone is life was de-evolving and my mum was speakin to me her eyes looked like MASSIVE puppy eyes and she just looked utterly BRAIN DEAD intelligence wise and all i could hear from her voice was ‘BLA BLA BLOO BLOO BLEE BLEE BLAA BLAA’… i was like oh fuck.. i’m stuck with a load of retards. then i was earning way my back up through ‘levels’ and i felt my self evolving (obviously coming off the peak) and loads and loads of other shit.

    one other time i did loads of drone was on day 2 or 3 and i started to get major anxiety and fear but i had loads of phenazepam on me. i dosed 5mg, then another 5 and was anxiety free. kept on sniffing… stoopiddd but yaaa lol that was a long time ago i since quit stims like that. id do the odd stim for a short period of time in a party setting if there was nothing better.

    but yeah i understand about how the mind panics so im quite good at getting out of anxiety attacks by thought processes and understanding that my mind is actually makingit worse. i know of peeps who think theyre having a heart attack but it was jus stim induced panic.

    haha fucking hell bro that acid trip sounds intense, i thought i had had some pretty crazy trips where my brain has literally melted and the thoughts and sounds going through my head are completely out of this world but ive never had anything like that. i have a lot of respect for acid now that i have matured a bit drug wise and i know that it needs to be treated with care, i just got a bit stupid and carried away the other weekend because a friend i hadnt seen in a while was back and wanted to get some so i couldnt say no to her, never again will i do acid without being prepared

    as for the stims i agree with you, especially drone i absolutely hate the stuff but alot of my friends are terribly addicted to it and its so hard to break the habit, for the last month or so ive been telling myself ‘no way i am not doing that shit i dont even enjoy it’, but i always end up back on it, hopefully after that nasty episode last weekend i’ll learn my lesson and stick to more enjoyable things

    nice to meet some people who understand what im going through man a few of my friends are a lot more straight laced and one of them gave me a big lecture about my drug taking the other day and about how im ruining my life – this guy is a big drinker and he goes out and makes a fool of himself getting drunk, i have done every drug i imagine i would like to and i still rate alcohol as one of the worst – different strokes for differrent folks man just leave me to enjoy myself !

    It can be turn into worst and if you are prepared for the worst then it is fine nobody should stop you…and if you are not ready for the consequences then you will be advised by everyone

    i think so if you are not ready for the consequences then you will be advised by everyone.

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