I have spent the majority of my sexually active life just sleeping around, having one night stands and screwing for the sake of it. I do believe and know that sex with the one you love is a whole other level, an amazing thing that can’t really be described, but I never think of sex with someone I don’t know as a big deal at all, and when I’m in a relationship this leads to me justifying my physical feelings taking over from what I know is right. I would have been crushed if any of my serious partners had found out, not because they might dump me but because I’d hurt them. I dunno, I’m just a silly boy who can’t keep it in his pants.
I would say though that I haven’t been in a relationship for about a year and a half, and in that time I’d like to think I’ve found the maturity and self respect to leave it alone.
