Ok, I’ll go straight to it. My girlfriend is the best thing that has happened to me and she is the most beautiful girl in the world to me. Ive done everything since the day I met her to make her happy. Im there when she wants to talk (though I hate it), Im there when she cries (though I hate it) etc etc. Ive ditched my friends so many times that I could spend time with her.
I have one problem and that is the sex. She is the worst in the bed. So slow, so boring. She cant grind, or suck or do anything. And whenever I try to pick her up and take control, she always asks me to do it slow, very slow, veeeeeeery slow. Its like having sex with a dying grandmother in a young body. I havent had good sex in months.
Recently Ive reconnected (through friends) with an old girlfriend/fuckfriend. Now she is one crazy girl! Not that Ive had that many, but she is definitely the best girl Ive had sex with. She has gone balls deep sucking me. She’s just so naughty and dirty in bed. We ended up talking during a party, and she was trying to seduce me, hinting to us having sex again. We’ve been chatting since. I just want to meet her and fuck her damn brains out and just let go of months of sexual frustration.
But then again, I dont want to be that stereotypical asshole cheater that everyone hates. Ive never thought of myself as that type of guy. And I couldnt ever look my gf in the eyes after that. Im too much of a dumb, bad actor to act as though nothing has happened.
I guess Im looking for advice on how to cheat without gettin caught and without suffering from bad conscience, lol. Cuz I know I will do it sooner or later.
