Ok I first started using “H” at the age of fourteen’ an was scripted to Methadone by the age of 21′
My first attempt at a detox was in hospital by Naltrexon’
I had been on 80mil of Methadone, taking scag, drinking lots of vodka and special brews, taking valium, tamazapam, Coke, Meth amphet, and anti-deppreassants.
I spent two months trying to cut down, I stopped drinking and taking pills other than what was prescribed and cut the Meth to 40ml.
Anyways they jabbed me in the bumb with .1mg of Naloxone’
Cold bubbles rose from my feet to my head and I went deathly cold, then I started to crawl all over, goose flesh an my muscles started to tighten’
My sight started to cloud over and I buckled to the floor with stomach cramp screaming’
The nurses picked me up and stretched me across the bed to try and relieve thew cramp’ I then shit 8 foot of crap down my tacky bottoms and passed out’
I came too about an hour later and went completely psychotic bezerk’
I smashed up the nurses station and threw the tv through th window’
Headbutted and kicked holes in all the walls’
I got eventually strapped down for three days, whence I managed to convince the doctor to discharge me’
Promptly upon arriving home I drank 150ml of Methadone and a bottle of vodka to break the withdrawal’
Never tryed that one again’
I spent nearly fifteen years after that bumping script and banging pills up my arms and groin’
I then spent six years in prison’ clean’
The day of my release I spent my discharge grant on scag and was back on a Meth script for another almost five years’
I then went the subby root for three years’
Them fuckers are hell’
I couldn’t sleep without benzos’
I chucked them and got a script back’
I then travelled to South America to learn of maybe something that could help me’
I stopped all the anti-depressants and alcohol and tryed to ween myself off of benzos (them fuckers are realk bitches)
I rattled for seven weeks and then met a chap that showed me how to use mushrooms to kill the pain of withdrawal’
Awesome I was begining to get better’
Still addicted to Methadone, but was only taking 15ml a day and very little valium’
I then drank Aya-huasca seven times in nine days and had no meth or valium’
It wass extreemly rough’ I threw up and died of myself many times, but after the tenth day things changed’
I wasn’t sick any more just wired out of my head’
Weed, lots of it was the answer for nearly five months with the odd Aya-huasca journey’
Then one day I just fell of and the craving hit me so hard I bought a lump of black tar and was back addicted in no time’
I went back England and got my script back and got it put up to 150ml.
Valium anti-depressnts vodka special brews and coke’ lots of coke’
This went on for six years whilst I was still researching plants that maybe could help’
I travelled to Africa and ate Iboga’
I was taking 100ml of Methadone, valium and anti-deppressants when I ate Iboga’
I abstained from all for 36 hours then ate of the wood’
I passed out’ (I have a book coming out of all of this stuff, journeys experiences and all)
I woke up some 18 hours later feeling very tired and blank, but amazingly not ill’
It didn’t last long, Methadone is a bitch an leaks back out of your fat cells for nearly a month’
But I got through it’
Iboga tripped me out somewhat like acid and mushrooms for nearly 11 weeks, I chewed out all my psychological stuff, and within three weeks was working out in the gymn an eating like a horse’
I have never craved anything since’ I still take of what I want when I want but now I have and awesome relationship with substances’
I have since been to South America and Africa nine times respectively to learn of the “Teacher plants” an their use’
I regularly take of Aya-huasca ceremony and many other of the “Teacher plants’
I fought for my life for so long, and now life is incredibly simple’
Ez now’
Motamba’
