So last night, I took some 4-ACO-DMT (www.erowid.org/chemicals/4_acetoxy_dmt/), on accident.. (Source; ordered it from changshung-chems.com).
Holy fuck. I’ve done shrooms/acid before but this shit was crazy.
I had bought some weed from my brother a few days ago, and there was a capsule in the pill bottle he gave to me that I was supposed to return to him, he has his green card and gets THC pills on occasion, so I assumed that’s what it was. I knew he had this 4-ACO-DMT but I thought it was powder not a capsule so I didn’t know that was what I had. Boy was I wrong..
The night began when I opened up my pill bottle to get out a bowl and I decided I wanted to get really stoned (I was smoking out my window so I couldn’t smoke too much bc my parents will smell it etc..) so I took this capsule and figured I’d pay him back the next day.
30 minutes later as I was laying on my back my fan began to take on a strange pattern and my whole ceiling fucking erupted in vivid waves of color, keep in mind I didn’t know I had taken it so I was like wtf am I doing? I began to laugh/sweat/shudder uncontrollably and ended up laying naked in my bed with all my blankets thrown off. I kept turning over what could possibly be going on (first thoughts, IT WAS LACED) being in the state I was in I began to wonder if I was simply going insane, then this thought really took hold in the depths of my trip and I started freaking out. I couldn’t comprehend time and I just kept coming back to the fact that it would never end, then I got stuck in this weird loop of trying to think about not thinking and just totally mindfucked myself into thinking I was insane and that my parents were going to throw me in a loony bin when they found me but they would never find me because I thought time wasn’t moving and I was going to be stuck in my bed for the rest of my life tripping nuts. I would try to look at my phone to see what time it was but my background is fish swimming in an aquarium and it would erupt into crazy fractals and I couldn’t read the clock. Eventually I fell into a trance and felt the most calming/relaxing/coolest feeling I have ever felt in my life, it was like God himself was holding me. This went on for what seemed like an eternity, although the other part seemed like an eternity as well. until I finally fell asleep and woke up in the morning and realized I was still alive and wasn’t totally batshit crazy, Asked my brother what the fucking fuck that capsule was and he told me..
So now I just want to say I’m thankful that I’m not insane and that I’m able to sit here and type this right now completely coherent. And it was worth it. All that craziness was worth that feeling I held. No other explanation other than pure divine goodness.
SPARKNOTES: Accidentally took really strong hallucinogenic, tripped nuts and have a whole new perspective on life. wickr; seanpaxson got hell of such high products/chems.
MORAL: Don’t take hallucinogens on accident, or actually do it because it was hands down the coolest drug experience of my life.