My names Paul I am looking for advice not sure if anyone can help first time joining a forum like this.
So my story is I go to the pub nightclub quite often I had a girlfriend she was Aussie same as me we broke up because I gambled all the time and wouldn’t give up my ways I am happy I did as I ended up meeting these Japanese girls mayumi and megumi they both enjoy going out a lot and gambling usually they watch me.
I finally thought I met girls who I could hangout with and have fun as time went by we start trusting each other more it was good as I enjoyed dancing with two woman at the same time.
So after a few months where we became more physical with each other and even kissing sometimes I thought I was so lucky now these girls I think have met other guys at some stage not sure. I never wanted or expected anything just to dance and have fun.
One night three of us got very drunk and I kissed both girls at the same time while I had my hands on there bums we ended up having a threesome that night the girls said they wanted to do this as a experience with a boy who they thought would be nice and enjoy.
The problem is even though this was the best experience In my life and I was never expecting to do this especially with Japanese girls who are very conservative and I think never would do anything like this. I cannot get in touch with them when I asked them at nightclub mayumi said we just have fun and I was so upset when I saw them both dancing with some guy together feel so alone please help me.
I am also feeling depressed because I would rather have them as friends then having a threesome but they not listen to me.