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  • Yeah, but in your current situation you already have an option for “going mad” – you can pop yourself into a Zorb and go bouncing down the range for an adrenaline hit…

    … it’s OK, you’re allowed drugs if your own body makes them for natural reasons. 🙂

    @Chrispydelic 551271 wrote:

    It’ll be more like the cheeky one probably but at least that won’t be for ages if I do bump into any (it’ll be if anyone comes here to visit and they have some) I won’t be able to go mad.

    I suppose I am doing rather well as if I REALLY wanted some, I could have it sent here.

    Definitely doing well mate, a lot of people would struggle to make it to a week. Just take it day-by-day and before you know it, it’ll be 2 weeks, then 3 and then 5! (I’ve missed out week 4 cos the number 4 was really fucking rude to me the other day and now he and I are no longer on speaking terms!)

    Wish I could say that I was doing well today but actually I don’t really feel right. Maybe as it’s because I’m living in a completely different time zone (I’m getting up early and going to bed early rather than the other way around which is what I am used to) or maybe it’s just my brain chemistry sorting itself out. Feeling pretty spaced out though and a little withdrawn.

    Zorbing starts next week so I’m kind of bumming around in the shop at the moment. Have been spending lots of time on the beach and done some kite buggying etc but the weather is not so good here today.

    @Chrispydelic 551276 wrote:

    Wish I could say that I was doing well today but actually I don’t really feel right. Maybe as it’s because I’m living in a completely different time zone (I’m getting up early and going to bed early rather than the other way around which is what I am used to) or maybe it’s just my brain chemistry sorting itself out. Feeling pretty spaced out though and a little withdrawn.

    Zorbing starts next week so I’m kind of bumming around in the shop at the moment. Have been spending lots of time on the beach and done some kite buggying etc but the weather is not so good here today.

    Sorry to hear you’re not doing so well today mate, but that could possibly be partly attributed to the weather. Hope tomorrow’s a better day for ya dude. 🙂

    Actually feeling considerably better now. Must have been just a blip.

    Been kite buggying this afternoon then a nice stroll along the beach. Now I’m sat in a brand new pub restaraunt with some real ale, about to sample some delicious looking (but expensive) food!

    This is the good life!

    Good luck with your new move/venture, I moved to EA in 2006 because of a job opportunity and it made me clean up my life a bit (though I did not really calm down until about 2008/09 when the zero tolerance against raves/drugs changed the scene so less older people took part)

    TBH I would not say any coastal area of East Anglia was “free from drugs” but I think that because its a high profile region and less aflluent there is way more temptation for a user here to get into dealing and other criminality, the folk here are a lot more “on the ball” and use the same harm/demand reduction techniques as Holland and Denmark (as they face the same issues) without being overly or openly harsh or oppressive. its not just feds or NHS but whole communities doiing their best to try and keep people safe. its hard to explain, although it might not seem as “tolerant” as NL or DK here I can see a lot of the cultural and attitude crossovers which is what makes EA a good place to live in (I prefer it in many respects to SE England and London where I grew up).

    A lot of folk here, especially the older generations outside the drugs/party scene are a lot more friendly and tolerant than in SE England or London, and are not actually that judgmental about current or former drug users as they grew up in the 60s/70s… if they make any comment about drugs users its often due to genuine concern for the health and well being of their own kids generation as they don’t want them to make the same mistakes…

    Auch wenn du am Abgrund stehst, und gar nichts mehr verstehst,
    wachen Engel über dich, halten dich im Licht und lassen dich nie fallen.

    Aaaargh! My sinuses are on fucking FIRE!

    I’ve been able to breathe through my nose properly for a few days so I thought my sinuses had healed but now they’re BURNING! I have a big red stripe across my forehead and I feel like I have molten lava in my brain.

    Guess this is all part of the healing process but damn, does it have to hurt so much?

    Well that seems to be better. Today I can actually breathe. Properly. THROUGH MY NOSE! It’s awesome. I seem to have an increased sense of smell also.

    Guess last night’s shinanegans was just my sinuses properly healing.

    bear in mind this could also be hay fever or other allergies or minor health problems. Taking drugs masks these temporarily and then you get a rebound effect.

    Auch wenn du am Abgrund stehst, und gar nichts mehr verstehst,
    wachen Engel über dich, halten dich im Licht und lassen dich nie fallen.

    I’ve had hayfever and allergies all my life but anything quite like that. No itchyness or sneezing, just a feeling like someone had shoved a couple of red hot pokers up my nose!

    Seems to be mostly better now. This is the longest my nasal passages and sinuses have been free of highly caustic drugs in well over 6 years. Gotta expect some symptoms of my insides healing I spose.

    @Chrispydelic 551174 wrote:

    Tomorrow I will be one week into my drug detox/rehab.

    I have moved to the Norfolk coast to help run a Zorbing park and I have no contacts here for any kind of drugs (which is a GOOD thing).

    Since I have left Bucks area I have had very little cravings (maybe the odd little pang here and there). My nose and sinuses are starting to heal so I can finally sleep through the night without having to wake up numerous times for drinks of water from where I’ve been breathing through my mouth. I have no piss pains and seem to be recovering bladder capacity.

    Most of all I feel clear headed (partly no drugs and partly sea air I think).

    This seems to be much more of a doddle than I thought it would be.

    Good man you should be very proud of yourself! hope every things going well for you in the new place!

    like korno said, drop me a message too if you need a chat or anything! 🙂

    Gah, I need to get high. I don’t really care what it is on. It’s not right being this straight for this long.

    I’m leaning on the alcohol a lot more heavily, which isn’t doing me any favours.

    Gotta get me a big dose of high! Stat!

    Yeah I tried to give up all substances for a month just to sort myself out when i was getting a bit out of hand, but it’s just unrealistic and in my opinion unnecessary. I don’t want to sound irresponsible or whatever but I think it’s fine for you to enjoy yourself as long as you don’t go back to the K and find yourself back at square one (I don’t know your situation but the impression I got was you were doing to much K and it was not doing you any favours)

    Everyone needs to have a blast from time to time at least!

    @joksgez 551795 wrote:

    Yeah I tried to give up all substances for a month just to sort myself out when i was getting a bit out of hand, but it’s just unrealistic and in my opinion unnecessary. I don’t want to sound irresponsible or whatever but I think it’s fine for you to enjoy yourself as long as you don’t go back to the K and find yourself back at square one (I don’t know your situation but the impression I got was you were doing to much K and it was not doing you any favours)

    Everyone needs to have a blast from time to time at least!

    Your impression was quite correct, I was doing at least a g of k per day (often more than that) and it certainly wasn’t doing me any favours!

    Aaaargh, things are not going so well now. I still don’t really know anyone here (socially that is) except my boss and I can’t hang around with him all the time.

    When the conditions are good for buggying or boarding, that keeps me occupied and away from bad thoughts but that is like 2-4 times a week if I’m lucky. I go round the bosses house for a Chinese (meal) every Friday night, which means I can’t get totally pissed (but I do bring a couple of bottles of strong ale round with me).

    Other than that I drink at least 2 litres of strong cider a night (often more) and often accompanied by benzos (which I’m rapidly running out of and can no longer obtain).

    I tried to have some stuff mailed to me but it seems to have somehow gone pear shaped (so now I’m down by over a hundred pounds!).

    All in all I’m starting to feel like I was better off back in Wycombe! :yakk:

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