Help me plan my trip? :D This'll be my third time taking LSD. The first time I dropped acid, it was with me and my friend at my apartment. We took two hits on a sugar cube and took a couple walks and it was probably the most enjoyable day of my life.
The second time was with some friends in a band and their bandmates. We took tabs (two hits each) The trip went not as well as I hoped. I wanted to use the trip to learn more about music, but it was at party and I felt very paranoid and got a lot of social anxiety. That, and one of my friends who'd taken two tabs thought he was going to fall into a hole, my other friend took one and was saying random shit and fighting people. The other took three (one of which he ripped off from me) and was fine. Eventually the trip mellowed out, but it was definitely not what I had been planning for. I had kind of expected that to happen though, so I bought three extra tabs for later. Although now I have two because that asshole ripped me off.
I've now moved to a new town and I want to have the trip I planned for. I want to finally get a firm grasp on music. I have a guitar, a ukulele, and an ocarina that I'm pretty basic at. The only problem I'm faced with is where to do this. I can't do it at home because I live with my aunt and she's there all day. There's a state park with beaches and cliffs that I could down to for a day. But I'm not sure if I want to do that in case I get paranoid. I also don't know if I should take one or both of the tabs. I've only taken two hits both time, and I don't know how four hits would affect me alone in the wilderness. I couldn't bring anyone with me because I don't know anyone here. But at the same time, it'd probably be really fucking cool.
So what do you guys think? How should I have my trip? Does anyone have experience tripping alone in nature before? Thanks!
Creamfields 2014 help! hey there people, SWIM is going to creamfields this year and wanting to take in personal use 1g Molly and 1g Charles to last over 3 days, SWIM has an idea to
1. De solve the molly and inject into say 10 oranges (but would the VIT C or citrus kill the molly) and take them past the dogs (2 smells) and they hate citrus true?
2. Take the ball out a roll on deodorant and put molly in zip seal bag then into the roll on then burn candle wax to match the colour of the casing then once hard put the roll on liquid back in.
3. Bank it!
4. Marmite take out the Marmite put bags into PLASTIC jar (Marmite one) then put the Marmite back they wont smell it, also take bread so the Marmite doesnt look suspicious lol, or Marmite sandwiches with the stash.
Please help me on this for educational purposes only :)
FIXED??? – Thread Issues: Can’t Click Some Links! Just read a member the other day couldn't open threads..... I can only open threads when I go through "Active topics" or "unread messages"
Wanted to read an old thread about the link to the mod cp, and I couldn't open the thread.
Have tried to test it on other forums and it don't work either.12
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How to get Drugs into a Festival? Hey guys newbie here hope its ok to post in here first. I'm going to globalgathering(UK) at the end of july and planning on taking about 10 pills each with us. Now my problem lies with the sniffer dogs that are on the gate, i've read on www.e-festivals.co.uk forum of a few people being caught by them etc. Any suggestion on a way to conseal them so they are oder free?
Cheers for the help awsome forum youve got here!
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Clothes Obviously theres the pv store, but anyone got any other sites where to buy good quality (cheap) clothes from? Been looking for some t-shirts with fractual designs, but there all stupidly expensive, about £30 a t-shirt... fuck that...
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Smoking problems Been smoking crack for a while now, from a can sometimes a bottle with ash. The crack lately seems to keep catching on fire and melt in to a black gooey mess with the ash. I don't get it. I've smoked properly for some time and never had this problem and the high isn't working really either :( it's stuff off different people too. Could I be doing something wrong technique wise? Although never had a prob before? Too much ash? Too little? Oh I don't know but it's driving me mad! Help !
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Love this girl, but… Without getting too detailed, here's a little background on my girlfriend and I.
We started dating a few years ago, when I was 17 and she was 16. She was the first really cute girl I'd ever been with and I'd never done anything more than making out before her and neither had she. So we both lost our virginity a few months in, things were going great. She seemed pretty sexual and curious for the first 6 months or so, because all of it was new to her. We didn't have sex that often because we didn't have anywhere private to do it, but when we got a chance we took it.
After the excitement wore down, she stopped being as interested in sex. Her libido has never been that high, and I have always been the kind of guy who needs to masturbate once a day or I feel all pent up and have a lot of tension. It got to where we were doing it about once ever 1-2 weeks, which isn't that much considering we saw each other at least 3-4 days each week. I know it wasn't me, because I didn't put any pressure on her (she never complained of that) and I always offered to please her however she wanted and made sure what I was doing was really good for her. When we did have sex she would generally say it was really good and orgasmed well over half the times we did it.
We broke up for about 6 months when I went to college (well, she dumped me because she got tired of not seeing me more than every other week). She had sex with another guy a few days after dumping me, and had a short thing with him but that was it. I made out with a couple girls over that time, but nothing sexual. We ended up getting back together this past summer.
In general, our relationship is pretty healthy. There are some problems but nothing really as big or problematic for me as the sex thing. She doesn't really see it as a problem because I am available for her to have sex with whenever she wants, so her needs are always met. I tell her that I'm horny all the time and she generally says its not her responsibility to please me, and that she'll do it if she feels like it (which is rare). Typically, we will have sex about every 4th time or 5th time we are together, although I attempt to initiate it as often as possible, generally once a day I'll start trying to make out with her and feel her up a bit to see if she bites. She typically doesn't catch on, or says she's too tired, or quickly is no longer in the mood if ANYTHING disrupts the foreplay. She has high stress levels and is the kind of person who is always on edge, so I've tried destressing her as much as possible. I give her massages when i sense she is tense, and continually suggest she start some form of exercise or yoga or anything really. How do I lower her stress levels when she seems so resistant to change?
Sex to her is also not about pleasing me, or if it is, it seems like an afterthought. Even if she knows I'm horny, if she isn't horny herself, there is usually nothing I can do. She will occasionally give me hand jobs, but almost never gives blow jobs (two full blow jobs in a 3 year period, although occasionally she'll do it for about 10 seconds as foreplay if i beg her). Furthermore, she is grossed out by cum and has never let it touch her, meaning i've never cum anywhere on or in her. The blow jobs she gave me she finished me with her hand and always makes me cum on my chest or in a condom. She says it makes her want to gag. I'm not sure if she sees pleasing a man as a submissive action that would make her feel inferior (she has a lot of feminist views in general) or if she just doesn't care all that much. I just don't want to go through my early adulthood basically missing out on a great sex life. At the same time, I do love this girl. She was my first real girlfriend, we get along great most of the time, and when we don't it often has to do with me being all tense and pent up from my advances being rejected or not having busted in a couple days.
I don't want to be the asshole who uses bad sex as a reason to break up with someone, and I don't want it to come to that, but I don't know what to do. Maybe I can get some ladies' opinions on this as well? What should I do?
It's not even that I need her to have sex with me every single day, but I just can't handle being rejected 70+% of the time and never having my needs recognized.12
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