Hello Everone I'm John, Living in Sunny San Francisco California U.S.A. I located this site surfing the good ole net. I'm here to educate my self and perhaps make some friends, I dabble a little bit in Party Favors. Good to be on board this Knowledgeable site. Regards and greetings.....
I can’t completely hate Meth, it brought me and my husband together Before i begin I'd like to apologize for any grammatical errors in my post, I'm typing this on my phone. Thank you.
A little background, i was first introduced to my husband through my ex boyfriend, they grew up together. My husband was in a relationship just like me, all four of us hung out a couple of times. I was always attracted to my husband, just never acted on it because i was in a relationship at that time.My husband had been using Meth for roughly 8 years prior to us getting together, and i was going on a year of use. The couple that i was using with happened to be my husbands ex girlfriend and my ex boyfriends brother. (we all know each other, its weird, i know)
September 28th, 2011 was the night me and my husband got together. i was using with them and my ex's brother suggested he go pick up my husband so we all could smoke. When they get back there is a relatively good amount of tension in the room, my husband was around his ex, and i was attempting to nonchalantly flirt with him while she's sitting there. A couple of hours go by and my husbands ex and her boyfriend start fighting and they ended up telling us that they wanted us to leave so they could spend time with themselves.
I still had a good amount of Meth left so i invited my husband back to my place to finish smoking. That was one of the best decisions I've ever made. We got back to my place and finished off our sack and sat out on the balcony and talked for hours. We talked about literally everything from past growing up, previous relationships, what we want in life and everything in between. We both realized how much we had in common.
After our heart to heart we went inside and ended up hooking up. Time stood still. Afterwards we went out to my car to have a cigarette and i couldn't help myself, i started crying. I felt like an idiot. I mean who cries after sleeping with someone for the first time? I couldn't help it though, i was so flooded with emotion. I was sure he'd leave, thinking either i was some kind of lunatic for crying, a whore for sleeping with him the first time we hung out or a homie hopper because my ex was one of his friends. My husband asked me what was wrong and i swear i tried to come up with a logical response in my head but instead i looked at him and said 'i think I'm in love with you.' I suppose it was the Meth that gave me the confidence to tell him how i actually felt, but as soon as the words escaped my mouth i instantly regretted it, fearing the ultimate rejection. His response was the exact opposite, my brain had to process it twice to make sure i heard him right, 'i think I'm in love with you too'.' I was shocked, dazed, and delighted. This kind of stuff only exists in sappy romance movies, and if it were to in real life, it definitely wouldn't happen to a girl like me.
From that moment on, literally, we were inseparable, i cannot recall one single night being spent away from one another. As our relationship progressed, so did our addiction. It was one of the many things we had in common. Our casual weekend use an everyday use over the course of a year. Everything came to a head one night we rented a hotel room to get high and right at 6 am the cops were there to pick us both up on outstanding warrants. In addition, i was charged with paraphernalia, and he charged with possession of Meth. We were booked into jail,ion April 16th, 2012. I was able to get bonded out but he had to serve 30 days. That was the first time we had been away from each other and it was the longest 30 days of my life.
While he was in jail i went to court on my charge and was sentenced to drug court. When my husband was released we chose to stay sober because of my drug court. In June we came to the decision to have a child, as it would aid in our sobriety. We got pregnant almost immediately, two weeks after my birth control was removed. We didn't think it would happen so fast, were terrified and frankly in no position to have this child. Neither one of us had jobs and we were living with his mother, she was/is the only person who supported us in or recovery and every decision we've made since.
In August my husband got a job at burger king working the dreaded graveyard shift. We were married one month later, September 29th, 2012 our one year anniversary. Marrying him was one of the best days of my entire life. And it came easy to us, our relationship was even better being sober. On march 8th, 2013 we welcomed our first little girl into the world, she is perfect. We soon realized that juggling everything life had to throw at us while being new parents was hard. It was hard to be 'productive members of society' but we stuck it out. One month after our daughter was born we purchased a car, he was promoted to shift manager at work and got a raise. We also celebrated a year of sobriety. They were huge accomplishments for us. i graduated drug court on October 28th, 2013. My husbands charges are still pending, unfortunately.
Shortly after my graduation we decided to have one last hoo rah with Meth before his court date. After not using for over s year and smoking again it was like the first time. I fell in love with him all over again.
I know Meth is bad, I'm living proof that it destroys lives. But i can't hate it, because of Meth i was able to take a chance, say how i really felt and let myself fall in love.
Legal High Stories (anonymous) Hi everyone my name is Kate Pearson and I am studying journalism at Kingston University in London, currently in my final year.
I know most people run the other way when they see journalist but please bear with me! I am doing an investigation into the growing popularity of legal highs and it would really help to have some first hand accounts of experiences with legal highs, whether they be really enjoyable or actually really horrible.
If you wanna just write a bit in the thread below that would be really appreciated, or if you wanted to speak in a bit more detail maybe send me a private message? Of course you can remain anonymous either way, this will not be publish anyway! simply given to my teacher for marking, thats is it!
Anything anyone could share about their experience would be incredibly helpful! Thank you and have a good day.
Best Troll Thread compilation thread I've been a member on here since 2012 and I've seen some seriously funny threads on the forum during my relatively short blast here.
But I'm a spring chicken round here compared to some of you loyal minions. So surely some of you must have some troll-based hilarious memories that are worth reliving?
Links to the funniest/strangest troll threads please.
Let's have a laugh :weee:
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Do amphetamines enhance athletic performance ? It's a simple yes or no question. I'm doing research on this, and have received different opinions from different people. If you can give me yours, I would appreciate it.
MDA Instead of MDMA Has anyone been sold "MDA" rather than "MDMA" at parties? and what's it like?, I've had MDA with some friends before and i jusy felt stupidly high and couldn't move... also its normally sold on as "brown tint"?
Your funniest posts Just for pure lols I've been looking back at some of my likes received since joining PV. Have to say I'd forgotten how hilarious a lot of shit I used to come out with was.
So I'm creating this thread where you can post some of your own favourite old quotes for others to giggle at.
Found this one in one of my early threads about 5-Meo-DALT.
It's nothing special just extremely weird, never had anything remotely similar to it before. No visual trips and doesn't affect your thought pattern just completely fucks how your senses interpret the world. And yep I've done both acid and shrooms before. Watched finding Nemo on acid which was fun until sharks burst out the tv and started chasing me and I took refuge in my closet and spent 4 hours talking to a ceramic duck and a bottle of hp sauce.
My shroom incident was a fun one but cost me €250 due to a particularly captivating painting I came across.
When asked in a thread what my favourite drinking game is this was my response
Edward cider hands. You adhere a 2litre bottle of cider to each of the victims, I mean players, hands take the cap off both and watch them struggle to finish both bottles before giving them back use of their hands. Warning this is a messy one best done outside
One more for now, this is about my mate tripping out on too much MDMA
Aye I had a mate who went what was later called 'Code Red' after I fed him md the first few times. Not surprisingly the first time this happened was by far the most amusing.
He came round 1 night feelin a bit blue so we had a chat (and a spliff of course) and then I suggested a date with mandy might cheer him up. Although he'd had plenty a pill he'd never tried md before but was well up for it.
I eased him in and after a few hours he's lovin it and behavin just as you'd expect anyone to first time. He has a second bomb then without warning 30mins later the situation changes.
He goes from bright eyed and alert to a glazed eyed sloppy mess. He ceases all comunication with me and starts talkin to the cushions either side of him now called Alan and Gary. In addition to this he now seems to believe hes in a pub. I decide he seems ok and isnt freakin out or anything so leave him to continue his little trip curious to see what it will lead to. He starts pulling himself an imaginary pint and tells Alan and Gary theyl go out back for a spliff after his pint. Spends 15mins chatting shit to his imaginary friends and drinking imaginary pint, the whole time im pissin myself laughin and hes oblivious to me. He then spends 10mins rollin an imaginary joint, fucks it up and spends 15mins rerolling lol.
This kind of shit continued for about an hour and a half and then it got messy. He started trying to light his finger thinking it was a fag and when I gave him an actual fag he used his belly button as an ashtray, after a few flicks he would carefully waddle to the bin and empty his ashbutton before returning to his seat to repeat the process. He was no longer able to talk but just mumbling to himself. At one point he brought all the spoons he could find from my kitchen, including a new set he found on top of my cupboards and formed SOS with them on the floor. He also pulled all the cushions off my furniture to form a shelter.
This ordeal lasted about 5hours but through out he was responsive to his name and when initiated could hold a conversation, however as soon as his mind was allowed to wander he would sink back into code red. After it wore off he had no memory of it after entering CR except he could recall trippin that he was alone on a desert island hence the SOS spoons and cushion castle lol.
PMA stressing me out All this talk of PMA has left be basically unable to enjoy MDMA experiences, I'm a new member as I just had to get away from the smarmy attitudes of some other websites, I joined here as it seems a bit more .. well.. Lighthearted..
Anyway, back to the point, I always get "good" MDMA, it comes in little brown crystals that I have to crush up into a powder to consume..
Are there any real "indicators" as it were.. to see if you've either got, or ingested PMA
I have used test kits but for me they just provide a false sense of security..12
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