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Well, im nearly there at the end of a very long road…
I have two days till i stop opiates, it will be the first time in ten years that I have not had some kind of opiate in my body! :yawn:
I’ve been drinking three juices a day, drinking detox tea and meditating daily.
Im scared but determined and I know that I have the power inside me to do it..
Something I have been meditating on:
I have no power over anything in this world, the only thing I have any control over is myself.
I will die one day, and when I do is utterly uncertain, therefore I should live for every moment.
Ive been praying every night, if anyone would like to think of me I would appreciate it so much
To all the buddhas, bodisattvas and holy beings,
please protect me, and all living beings from the various sufferings,
fears and dangers of samsara.
Please bestow your blessings on our bodys and minds.
Peace…Garyraaa
Thankyou!
I havent stopped, If I stop I feel sick… Been cooking, cleaning, walking dog…etc
I skipped my afternoon dose today, which is a big thing as ive dosed twice a day for the last 10 years.
Im going for a bath as I feel a bit ruff, thankyou all for your support.
PLUR
Gary x
You will be fine Gary..just hang in there,you can do it..
I know you can ,and you know it too :love: :love:
:group_hug:group_hug:group_hug
*You're my favorite place to go to when my mind searches for peace *
How are you today Gary ?
:love::love:
*You're my favorite place to go to when my mind searches for peace *
Hi Angel,
Well I told myself last night (as I was trying to fall asleep with my legs kicking all over) that I wouldnt take my tablet this morning, and I have’nt!
Its only really early I know, but I think If I can get through today and tomorrow (1st day back at college ararggh) Ill be ok, then I got the rest of the week to myself.
Ive stopped all sugar, caffeine, etc, im living off brown rice, chicken, fresh veg and fruit juices and detox tea.
I have been meditating daily and put some acupuncture needles in my ear last night, it seems to really help with taking the edge off the withdrawls and w3ith my will power!
Fingers crossed
raaa
You should be so proud of yourself,you have come a long way,and you have worked very hard for being where you are today..
You have a bright future ahead of you,and you should think about that every time you feel bad..
I’m here (and so are everybody else too )if you need to talk and get moral support,I wish I could do more,but it’s all up to you in the long run..
I cross my fingers..
I’m not sure I have to though,I know you can do this,you seems like a very determent person,you have people who loves you,you are doing a great job helping others in sharing your experiences with them (and us)
/me likes you a lot
Wish I could give you a great big hug :group_hug
:love::love::love:
*You're my favorite place to go to when my mind searches for peace *
mate, well done!! :bounce_fl
well done – great news for yourself and an inspiration to a lot of people…
Well done hun… see told you you could do it.. keep up the good work babes.. :love::love:
:bounce_fl:bounce_fl:bounce_fl:bounce_fl:bounce_fl:love::love::love::love::love::bounce_fl:bounce_fl:bounce_fl:bounce_fl:bounce_fl
:group_hug:group_hug:group_hug:group_hug
:love::love::love:
*You're my favorite place to go to when my mind searches for peace *
Although many of us will never give everything up we’ve all gotta sort our shit out eventually and find a sensible balance, so all I can say is stay strong and keep your eyes on the prize, man. All the best.
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