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May 25, 2006 at 2:50 am

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Angel

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Read your story,made me cry..Feel so (embarrest)? for thinking my live at the moment isent worth………Hope your well and will continue to be..

Best of wishes

Tina..
May 31, 2006 at 5:20 am

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somna

@somna

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Hi e-babes. Just finished reading your diary, and oh how familiar it sounds. Have never done a residential, but I am currently trying to reduce my script and get clean after 13 years, as I am currently facing a spell inside if I cannot convince the court that I am serious about sorting myself out. Even then, I may still go down, but I am determined to make things work this time anyway. I am only down the road from you in Wokingham and have the same small town problems with avoiding everyone who is linked to gear. I hope you feel up to dealing with the meth soon, not sure how well I am going to cope when they start cutting me down, trying to see the positive bit at the end, not the icky bit first! :good_evil
Anyway, best of luck to you. Keep us updated.
May 31, 2006 at 7:49 am

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Raj

@raj

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somna wrote:

Hi e-babes. Just finished reading your diary, and oh how familiar it sounds. Have never done a residential, but I am currently trying to reduce my script and get clean after 13 years, as I am currently facing a spell inside if I cannot convince the court that I am serious about sorting myself out. Even then, I may still go down, but I am determined to make things work this time anyway. I am only down the road from you in Wokingham and have the same small town problems with avoiding everyone who is linked to gear. I hope you feel up to dealing with the meth soon, not sure how well I am going to cope when they start cutting me down, trying to see the positive bit at the end, not the icky bit first! :good_evil
Anyway, best of luck to you. Keep us updated.

you only need to get through it one minute at a time; dont get worked up anticipating the long haul, just get through the next bit and the next and keep a list of the reasons you are doing it so that you can look at it if you start to waver

:group_hug
June 5, 2006 at 10:32 pm

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somna

@somna

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Cheers Raj! Still going ok, but I don’t feel I am really achieving much while still on the meth, just swapping one thing for another. Now when I can get off that (and I will, I really mean that!) I will be really chuffed!:bigsmile: I’ll let you know.

Good to know that other people want me to succeed, as all too often I find other gearheads can be very negative – ‘You’re getting clean? yeah, right, heard that before!’, or ‘you’ll never do it!’,:rant: not sure why, maybe it’s a guilt thing, cos they aren’t doing it themselves.

Still, won’t let the bastards bring me down!
June 6, 2006 at 9:23 am

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Raj

@raj

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somna wrote:

Cheers Raj! Still going ok, but I don’t feel I am really achieving much while still on the meth, just swapping one thing for another. Now when I can get off that (and I will, I really mean that!) I will be really chuffed!:bigsmile: I’ll let you know.!

If you are still going you are doing very well; just keep up the effort. [inch by inch a walk’s a cinch:bigsmile:] please keep me posted on your progress too:bigsmile:

somna wrote:

Good to know that other people want me to succeed, as all too often I find other gearheads can be very negative – ‘You’re getting clean? yeah, right, heard that before!’, or ‘you’ll never do it!’,:rant: not sure why, maybe it’s a guilt thing, cos they aren’t doing it themselves.
Still, won’t let the bastards bring me down!

:rant::rant:this is because they are putting you down so they dont have to feel bad about not quitting themselves; if someone they know can do it then they are out of excuses not to do it too:rant::rant:

:bigsmile:go and find some people who are supportive and ditch the negative people who are making it harder for you; [also be aware that you need to stop associating with gearheads because they will always want to try and pull you off the wagon for the reason above]

keep up the good work and focus on the positive things in life

:horay::horay::horay::horay::horay::horay:

:group_hug:group_hug:group_hug
June 24, 2006 at 5:12 pm

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Raj

@raj

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how are you getting on? :bounce_fl:bounce_fl:bounce_fl:bounce_fl

havent heard from you in a bit and was wondering how you were
June 25, 2006 at 8:18 pm

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somna

@somna

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raj wrote:

how are you getting on? :bounce_fl:bounce_fl:bounce_fl:bounce_fl

havent heard from you in a bit and was wondering how you were

not sure if you mean me or e-babes, hope he is still ok, personally doing ok, but my brief reckons I am going to do 3 years, maybe from next tuesday if I can’t get an adjournment.:hopeless: I am hoping they might consider letting me go to rehab instead of jail, but if they won’t consider this, they may decide I should start serving straight away so I am trying to get things in order just in case. Could do without the extra worries as it would be so nice to just chemically block them out, but I am holding up. Cheers for asking. If you don’t hear from me after monday, you’ll know why!!!!:cry:
June 25, 2006 at 9:03 pm

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Raj

@raj

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i meant both you and e-babes:bounce_fl:bounce_fl:bounce_fl

glad to hear from you and sorry its not under better circumstances.

i will keep my fingers crossed that you get rehab not prison as i personally believe that putting you into rehab would be more constructive to you and society at large

well done for staying away from the chemical fog and i hope to hear from you on monday with good news:group_hug:group_hug:group_hug
June 26, 2006 at 10:38 am

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Acidfairy

@acidfairy

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E-Babes is ok i was speaking to him on MSN the other day he’d been having some PC probs and wasn’t able to come online..

We should see him back soon
June 27, 2006 at 4:07 pm

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Raj

@raj

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how did it go in the court the other day somna?
:bounce_fl:bounce_fl:bounce_fl:bounce_fl:bounce_fl
June 27, 2006 at 4:09 pm

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somna

@somna

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Got a 4 week reprieve to try to get into rehab, so fingers crossed it will work out in time. Cheers for the happy thoughts! Just chuffed to have come home again at the moment, front door never looked so good!:biggreen:
June 27, 2006 at 4:12 pm

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Raj

@raj

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somna wrote:

Got a 4 week reprieve to try to get into rehab, so fingers crossed it will work out in time. Cheers for the happy thoughts! Just chuffed to have come home again at the moment, front door never looked so good!:biggreen:

brilliant and i bet it never looked so good:horay::horay::horay::horay:

fingers crossed you will get a place as soon as possible :bounce_fl:bounce_fl:bounce_fl:bounce_fl

well done for avoiding the fog too
June 29, 2006 at 3:44 pm

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chillidog

@chillidog

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hi e_babes just wanted to say much respect for putting your diary on-line and for getting yourself through all that and to you and somna stay strong and i wish you both all the best.
June 30, 2006 at 10:32 am

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e_babes

@e_babes

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Thank you so so much for your encouraging words of support. I’m still clean and Im now back down to 40mls of meth rather than 60mls. So, even though I do feel like Ive failed I have achieved much wisdom in making the mistakes.

Somna, I think you may even know some of the people I know – A guy called Adam – who is Asian. Do you know him also?

It is a VERY long thread. And one that has to be read a couple of times. There were no editing, no remarks removed from my written diary and it was copied straight from head, heart, hand to paper then to computer.

My experience with drugs, the law etc needs to be put into good use in my opinion and I think that is where I would like to head for my future.

I have fallen out with a supposive friend so I am unable to pitch my tent up and promote safer drug taking and at the same time to promote Hepatits C and other whatnots.

Any supporting rigs who like the idea of a first aider on site and a drug worker etc feel free to give me a shout.

PLUR

Elliot
June 30, 2006 at 10:35 am

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Acidfairy

@acidfairy

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Hey Elliot

good to see you back babes :bounce_fl

Keep up the good work hun you know we’re all behind you 110%

Hugz n stuff
Seonaid
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