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@itsTori 555707 wrote:

Thanks for trying to help everyone <3

whats been happening then? feeling a very small amount better?

Then I guess picking up the phone and doing something might be a way to change that. As opposed to doing nothing and going nowhere.

i think maybe at least to have a conversation with a professional counselor could help point you in a better direction… it seems that you’re quite stuck in this mindset and i dont want to try to gage your situation, but however bad it is, you’re still able to make your own choices about how you will behave and react… you seem to be so caught in this suicidal mindset that ‘it’ is becoming ‘you,’ but i feel like it would help for you to know that it isn’t actually ‘you,’ it is just a concept that maybe you feel is comforting you in a difficult time and maybe has helped in some way for a while, but maybe you’re at a moment where you can make a mental shift. you are so young and you dont need to be the ‘suicide girl.’ when you’re dead you possibly won’t be caring so much about what people think about you and how they behaved to you, and if you’re prepared to kill yourself then surely you can also be prepared to stop caring about these external things that really have nothing to do with actually who you are, they are just pressures exerted on you, that you can choose to react to in any way, and that includes leaving; going some place else where you can have a simpler existence and work on finding you again; new girl, not suicide girl…

as izbecki posted, why not pick up the phone? surely a little phone call is a trivial enough thing to do if you are prepared to take your own life? x

@Izbeckistan 555595 wrote:

LGBT: Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transgender

You should seek people within the lgbt community who struggle with abuse, that way you wont feel so alone.

also give childhelp a call and tell them your situation.
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Plus, punishing this guy (which you can do easy peasey…people will be in favour of a teenager) will prevent him abusing other people in the future. You know all this though, at the back of your head you know exactly what you should do.

You let him get away with all these years abusing people and he walks away scott free you will regret it mate.

If your talking about ending your life your talking about leaving the situation your in, why not just do that it’s far less final! Get out of where you are change your lifestyle, where you live, your friends, your job, whatever you think might help. What’s the worst that could happen if you’re not afraid of death anyway? Find something that you think will make you happy and go do it, you have nothing to loose and everything to gain. I’ve been through some dark times that I didn’t think would end, but they did and now although life isn’t perfect ( I don’t think anyone’s ever really is) I sure as he’ll want to see what the rest will bring. In the words of Bill Hicks, Life’s a roller coaster!

She’s a he, but he was a pup when this was taken. He’s 11 now and also acts like a tank lol