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      It’s so good to hear from you Somna.:group_hug:group_hug:group_hug

      We have been very worried about you :hopeless:

      Well done in staying clean,keep up the good work..

      Hope you’ll come back soon too

      :group_hug:group_hug:group_hug:group_hug

      :love:

      Well. Scratch that off the ‘to do’ list. There are some real scare stories out here about H, we don’t get it much round here…let me rephrase that. Until recently it was pretty unheard of but it has been creeping in, and I guess it won’t be long before the afterparty-comedown process starts to claim somebody who’s looking for a wipe-out. There is, I think a lot of ‘hey, I’ll do it once’ but with this shit it seems like once don’t cut it.
      So, well done, to all of you, for keeping your heads above water, and for warning the rest.
      All the best out there, you lot. Take care.

      somna wrote:
      Hi! Thanks to everyone who has asked after me. I got 2 yrs, and am home for a couple of days on resettlement as I am up for tagging at the end of March and it is looking promising! Well done to everyone who is currently struggling to kick it, I have been clean 6 months now and have loads more energy and enthusiasm for life now. Hope to be back to chat soon!

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      Its great to hear from you again and well done for getting clean raaaraaaraaa

      Take care:love:

      somna wrote:
      Hi! Thanks to everyone who has asked after me. I got 2 yrs, and am home for a couple of days on resettlement as I am up for tagging at the end of March and it is looking promising! Well done to everyone who is currently struggling to kick it, I have been clean 6 months now and have loads more energy and enthusiasm for life now. Hope to be back to chat soon!

      Congratulations !!! Great news on the clean time. raaaraaa

      Keep up the great stuff, hope to hear more soon !!! :bounce_fl

      good for you man 🙂 and you shood try being a writer lol

      Somna mate, thanks for the PM.

      Would like to hook up soon mate so give me a shout – READ YOUR PM’s.

      xx E_babes xx

      no speech

      I read your diary,with some interest,it took me back to a similar time when i spent a month in the Royal Bethlem hospital’s drug dependancy unit some years ago now.I wont add my diary to yours as it tells what people need to know.
      As i am sure you now know getting it out is unpleasant,but easy compared to keeping it out,once you leave the safety of care, you meet old friends,(in my case my partner also used,can you say goodbye to your girl of 10 years?).
      I cant tell you how many times i had to do the riding a bicycle in bed routine to get to where i am now.
      If it helps,my solution was to move,it does’nt even have to be that far,just enough to be able to choose who has access to you.
      I am over 40 now.
      If you declare war on drugs i find you never win,but you can win the battle on a daily basis if you are strategic about it,and sooner than you realise the war is over.
      where i live now i see the people i used to be,but feel no need to involve myself.

      Well done Treva and thanks for sharing that with us :bigsmile:

      hi

      I just read your story and it struck some chords. I am a recovering addict and have been clean from herion and crack for 5 years now but i remember the awful soul sucking time of using and clucking and trying again to get clean. the only thing for me and seemingly most people to stay off is to abstain from everything for a while aND FOR THIS YOU NEED TONS OF SUPPORT.Luckily the self help group narcotics anonymous provides this and one can use this for as long as you want. I am no longer abstinent as i smoke a little pot- no tobbacco .. and have done some mdma ( absolute shit and nearly took me back to h ) but i am a vwery happy and free person today. It has been and still is a journey, There are times when the opld feelings come back and i want to use but i just think about how much i have gained from not using any more mostly self respect ( i hated living in shame)

      Anyone that kicks heroin is a fucking hero and you will be to everyone.. Love yourself enough to get off please please please.

      Life can be so so sweet xxxxxxx


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        Congratulation for getting clean :group_hug

        Must have been hell for you.

        Feels so great to have posts like yours here,it gives others a chance to see it can be done ..

        All the best for the future :love:

        haven’t read this thread for a while, so i will add some more of my own hard won experience…

        as i reached the end of my heroin using (i hope!). i found myself with another problem, the few real friends i still had commended me on my (achievement?) and showed much support, however it soon became apparrant that all the time i had been drinking, as well as using (anyone recognise where this is going?). most people just let it be on the basis that no one is perfect, i found myself seeking the refuge i had once found in heroin with alchohol, it took a lot of soul seeking to realise that i had no power over my use of pretty much any mood altering substance!

        I guess some of us (a lot if you note the response to these threads) are just born/nurtured that way. I found the strength to come to terms with this through the help and support of other alcoholics / professionals and am now sober as well, life is still a bastard some times, stopping using doesn’t change that, but it can change you and you can change, so keep sharing your experiences people, it helps struggling users and uneducated curious recreational drug users a like.

        p.s my coming off track was, Alison krauss “simple gifts”

        OK folks’

        Of what you fight is called retardent withdrawl’

        The craving and emotional stuff of the drug seaching syndrome’

        You do not need to go to your doctor and get help with addiction’

        There is Ibogaine’ treatment’

        Methadone is possibly 10x stronger than “H” so why give it if not only for crowd control’

        Your doctor only has limited resource through pharmacutical companies monopolies’ and he has never had to experience first hand the hell of trying to kick Meth or any other opite’

        I work as a healer’

        I was addicted to Methadone “H” “Coke” wizz, alcolhol benzos cok and all the nother wonderful micky mouse substances that go with doctors.

        I eventually had enough of being used as a ginea pig so sought my owen healing’

        Retardent withdrawl last a possible 15 years from narcotic substances.

        I killed the whole syndome withdawal and all inside of 6 weeks and have never looked back since’

        and now help others on the same road’

        I can hold and taste the crap I used to take to stay well and have no emotional attachement to it whatsoever’

        You know the feeling when ya guts turn over and ya head and body says yes’

        It is ugly’

        Ibogaine kills this’

        She whitewalls body memories and allows one to trancsend addiction syndomes’

        All the other things that you take just keep folks in a job.

        I know I tried everything known to so called doctors for nearly 23 years’

        All that pain and suffering was gone after Ibogaine inside of 4 weeks’

        Not even your average detox has took the pain out of your legs by then’

        There are many many wonderful plants that can help with the withdrawl syndrome that are not addictive’

        So why the fuck take Methadone’

        It will take you at least 21 days to get blood clean, over three weeks of rattling and shaking with a psychotic head’

        I am serious here folks.

        Get educated away from feeding other folks with your health’

        I haven’t seen a conventional so called doctor in over five years’

        Not bad for someone who just used to chase him for a script’

        Blessings’

        Motamba’ nango

        na’ :love:

        http://www.ibogaine.co.uk/

        no personal experience (well not of this particular psychoactive “drug”). check the “thinking of using ibogaine” link…

        Play loud techno, dance, be happy.

        i hope this will be a warning to others thinking of touching the devil drug(heroin).I did my detox last week and it was horrendous to put it nicely.But i always maintain it`s easy enough to get off heroin its staying off it thats the real bugger.I am 7 days clean today and feeling better day by day i am also going to stay completely abstinent from all drugs cos they all lead back to the h in the end.Good luck to everyone who is going through what i am at the moment and remember using is easy but trying to stay clean is hard but damn worth it.

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