yea im not really complaining about the weird dreams.. i love dreaming.. the weirder the better! have found it pretty hard to distinguish whats real and whats not lately tho.. thats abit of a head fuck.. i remember one particular dream i had last week.. i dreamt my mum had gone and had dinner with one of my best mates.. without me.. i woke up and was proper convinced that they went to dinner the day before.. i went and had a spazz at my mum for doing so and she just looked at me, bewilderd.
I started on K a few years ago … didnt realise as time went on my lines got bigger and i seemed to buy it more and more …
i went from doing a line no longer than your finger at the end of a party to now where i have to bend it on the dvd case or else it doesnt fit …
and this is on a work night …
by the time i decided i needed to stop i had done close to 11 grams in the week … to some this isnt much and would say ”pah! i was doing twenty a week before i quit … you aint gotta problem!” these people are cocks!
1. The first thing you need is to no in yourself its time to bite the bullet and kick it in …
this isnt going to happen unless you no in your head you just need to kick it in, not for family and friends but for YOU! When this realisition hits you it really does … for me it was when i started doing a little before work, then at work and then suddenly found it was occuring everyday, all day …
i would lie to my family and friends ‘havent done any in ages’ and ‘its all good … i only have it at parties now’ …
if this is sounding like you then like i am … you really need to start winding it down to stop …
K … i cant believe its class c!!
2. Support …
There will be times where your mind is literally screaming ”KKEEETTTAAAMMIINNEEE” like a hungry demon it just doesnt shut the f**k up … at these times you need a friend, who knows the score, who your honest with and who you can call up and say ”im really f**king strugglin here man” that person for me is ‘Rach’ of this very website in fact i called her today saying exactly that … but like the person you will need Rach just calms me down and lays it out … shes a gem!
3. realistic view …
There may be downs when you back down to the K demon … dont panic, they happen … but its picking yourself up … dusting your knees off and staying determind … you can do it 🙂
I am still yet to give up K … but im trying … i hope you succeed bud
all the best,
d>a.
(if you want to pm to talk more in private, feel free :smile:)
Cheerz Man!
i first really got it all put in to perspective a few weekends ago, i had a crazy acid experience and got some paranoid fucked up nightmare haalucinations about what ketamin was doing to me, dont get me wrong i was always aware that ketamin was no good and was doing me no good,but was very often (cos of the k) oblivious of what it was Really doing to me if you under stand.
i also get the weird dreams when i’m detoxing, the annoying fing wiv me is dat if i stop k i’ll start doing weed heavily again n i dont know what is worse.
Love N Light xxx
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Some good advice here. Luckily I never really got to this stage, but it’s still amazing how full of life you feel when you manage to kick it.
The dream thing happens a lot with weed as well. I’ve got mates who gaqve it up then started dreaming again for the first time in like 8 years- proper freaked them out!
Stay strong dude- there’s always a way out if you want it bad enough.
my dreams havent been bad, been getting the cramps, headaches and depression like symptoms … a place i dont want to go to again especially as i can prevent it …
weird ol’ stuff …
o … and it really hurts to piss … not good!
try acupuncture aswell.. if you want. im not saying it has worked wonders for me.. ive only had 2 sessions (3 2mora) but it definatly helps you relax and takes your mind of ket for a few hours.. its all about distraction. i tend not to do ket for a day before or the day ive had the acupuncture.. as i feel bad, like im wasting my time or something..
ahhh the piss.. and the cramps. i remember my first serious K cramp.. being paralysed on Brighton train station platform for literally half an hour.. big bag of ket in my pocket so i didnt wanna be seen.. had to scuffle into a corner and ride it out, hoping no-one noticed me. but at the same time all i wanted to do was scream out “PLEASE!! SOMEONE FUCKING HELP!!” after that i said to myself that the pain really wasnt worth it and that things had to change.. but that thought later got pushed to the back of my mind.. helped by a fat line.
i think this is an example of that lol lol lol
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=2g9HVV3i1vo
cracked me up:laugh_at:
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just wish i could find my waterworks troubles this funny haha
all u k-heads should just move up north…it dont exist here
:you_crazy
i no sooooo many people up north in this position even around your neck of the woods …
Thanks alot so far guys.if the sun is shining this summer it will help me, i find creating tingz helps, i’m defintly gonna try n excercise more, i’m a pretty healthy person though, i drink lots of water and cranberry juice and eats lots of fruit, i’M gOiNG off oN a Tangent ere lol) i jus got a new puppie to look after as well wich takes my mind off it a bit.
summer is upon us
Love N Light:group_hug
Cranberry juice!! yup.. thats a good one. flushes out your bladder.. and for the cramps i swear by Milk of Magnesium.
when i lived in Wellingborough, i never came accross K.. asked around a fair bit, but never found it..
but Brighton… fuck.. its flooded with Ket.. has been dry the last week or so tho.. which is a good thing in my book. instead of by quatre litres im down to just buying a gram or 2.
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=2g9HVV3i1vo
cracked me up:laugh_at:
God-damn that was funny, he proper looks like a young Jim Carrey!! :laugh_at:
i no sooooo many people up north in this position even around your neck of the woods …
lol ive not met any or even heard of any k heads up here. there definately aint any in sheffield cause the only person i kno in sheffield who can get hold of k gets it from leeds. ive only ever had it twice cause its literally that hard to get
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=2g9HVV3i1vo
cracked me up:laugh_at:
loooooooool!!!!!!!!!
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