never got addicted to K but went from a stage of loathing the stuff to doing it more regularly at one point in my life
because my usage patterns were not massive, I did notice the dreams/nightmares coming back in the week as my body detoxed.
I noticed a lot of the nightmares were related to stuff like raves getting busted, trouble with the cops etc – ironically often after really good parties where none of these things happened (although there were of course some close calls as it was the time TVP first started clamping down)
So I think what the K was doing is temporarily removing or blotting out a lot of the worries I had but of course they came back when I had sobered up -it clearly showed me that drugs won’t stop any problems/issues in my life
what made things better for me was moving to a new area and a better job, and having the responsibility of looking after my own house etc (and also just attending events (including legal ones) instead of organising them, way less stressful). I’ve calmed down loads though – I don’t even have the desire for the stuff (or a lot of other things!) any more..
thought i would updAte this thing.. ive now gone nearly two months without any ketamin:weee::crazy::bounce_fl!!! this is the longest period of time i have taken off the stuff in 4 Years!, to any one who is wanting to stop k or even jus take time off it Go for it cos its much easier than you think and as each day passes you begin to feel and look so much better, its like coming back to life again man, my memory is stil pretty bad but k cramps ave gone and i aint going for a piss every 5 bloody minutes, its great how well the human body heals if you give it time to. i still get those really weird dreams man! but i find em quite entertaining tbh.
i havent stopped ketamine for good but taking a few months off it rearly straightens you out again.
Unfortunately, though – ive started smoking the cigs again!
Love ‘n’ Light x
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Glad to hear you’re doing well hun, you’re sounding very posistive which is good :love:
Keep it up!
Love ‘n’ Light x
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Congrats mate – keep up the good work raaaraaa
All i can say is well done mate …
now just keep it up :love:
i took far to much k yesterday that stuff is madness good to egt rid of it me tinks
i aint done any ketamin for aages now, i really feel like me old self again (the goods and the bads lol), my self esteem is better, and all the bad stuff in my head is gone! i feel like a human being again, wehay!:weee:
wen youve been in a k hole for so long and then u go back out into society/reality it can be daunting to say the least, i was gettin paranoid as fuck for aages, thinking that everyone knew i was fucked on k, like they actually give a shit:you_crazy! its all gone now tho and i feel and look alot better than i have for ages, wen you keep caining k ur eyes look like youve been crying sometimes, its really weird man.
Anyways i hope all u k heads out there the best of luck with trying to quite the stuff, you’ll be amazed how full of life you will feel wen you finaly pack it in. ketamin fills ur mind with self delusions and makes u very ego centric, dont let it get the best of ya:wink:
Love ‘n’ Light xxx
thats wicked mate, good to see your spirits are up there 🙂
keep up the good work!
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love and light? did you go to glade? i only ask cause i met someone there this year and he always ends his txt’s with that, ive never heard it before.. good tho :love:
well done man, you sound like youve been through the mill with this stuff. once the ketamin addiction has grabbed hold of ya its very hard to quite, its the perfect escaape from reality and i reckon its only untill your body has started falling to pieces that u finaly pack it in..
i wish ya the best of luck in the future m8 and hope ya succeed in being happy without the K
Well done mate raaa
Thanks for the post too :weee:
lol you’ll understand it one day man if you havent allready.
love and light is what its all about
being Ego Centric, happens to me quite alot these days, defintly cos of my k habbit. Question for Jam or any other peeps who givin up k – does the ego centric feelings ever stop ?
Ego Centrism – Paranoia’s partner in crime
can you simplify cosmic?
sorry … just dont no what your askin 🙂
when u do alot of ketamine u become very ego centric (u think everything that happens around u is purposly aimed at u, when ur amongst a crowd of people u feel that u stand out more than everyone else, etc etc, search it on wiki if u want to no more about ego centrism, its a real arse)
i was basically asking, when u havent done k for a while, does this ‘ego centrism’ stop?
i guess its a bit like when u get paranoid from smoking to much weed, does the paranoia stop when u stop smoking or does it continue
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