Cocaine…..Too much of it…..work in 2 hours. Hi everyone, in a very bad place right now and need some advice / place to ramble. I've always been a fan of coke but not done any this year until last night when I did way too much.
A mate of mine picked up some pretty decent stuff. I got 2 grams and did 1.5g in about 5 hours. It's good stuff and im really fuked,never felt like this. Can't stop shaking and I have to concentrate even to get up out of bed,typin this on my phone has taken an age
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I have a cab pickin me up in an hour to take me to work. Don't know how im goin to survive work and not seem off my face. Never been this coked up tbh. Has anyone had similar? I.e shaking, really havin to concentrate to do simple tasks?!! I'm hopin this feelin passes soon. But would be interested to hear of similar experiences if anyone has any?
New NSA Malware From Bruce Schneier's blog:
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Links to some very detailed articles are in there, the HDD firmware capability is astonishing and they managed it for at least 12 vendors, wow.12
crack n heroin n meth all in one needle.i think i can okay so the title of the thread is just for shits.the real issue is im 35 n im now seeing a 18year old.she just got out of high school n she is fucking christ omg hott.Am i wrong for this, she approached me.but im on the fence here.shes deffinatly. a clinger,but very cool into psychs. n molly. am i a retard.lemme know fam
How’s it hanging everyone! Wow. Been a bit since I got on here. Just figured I would say hello. I was gone so long I even missed a chick on skype!!!! ooohhh. SO since I cheated death one more time. Have a drink on me! Or skype me if you are a hot chick. Who am I kidding I'll talk to a guy too! Ha
So I started feeling not so groovy a bit back. Went into the hospital and the fuckers kept me there for about a week. No cigs even.... Bastards! I ended up having a massively infected gall bladder. They finally got the infection down and gave me surgery two days ago. Pulled that little fucker right out! I said take the liver too! Only pussies NEED one! Ha.
SO it's good to back and still doing drugs on this side of the grass. Now give me a good welcome home. Skype me some titties, pussies, and I don't want to descriminate, even some big cocks too. Ha
I'm in rare form.
Peace folks!
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I Just Found Out – I’m Sadly A Rape Supporter :( This is a handy guide for women who involve themselves with men. I’ve recently received a bunch of comments from men who say that they aren’t rape supporters because they (1) have never “raped” a woman and/or (2) are gay. If you are around a man who claims to be anti-rape, see how he stacks up.
A man is a rape-supporter if…
He has ever sexually engaged with any woman while she was underage, drunk, high, physically restrained, unconscious, or subjected to psychological, physical, economic, or emotional coercion.
He defends the current legal definition of rape and/or opposes making consent a defense.
He has accused a rape victim of having “buyer’s remorse” or wanting to get money from the man.
He has blamed a woman for “putting herself in a situation” where she “could be” attacked.
He has procured a prostitute.
He characterizes prostitution as a “legitimate” “job” “choice” or defends men who purchase prostitutes.
He has ever revealed he conceives of sex as fundamentally transactional.
He has gone to a strip club.
He is anti-abortion.
He is pro-”choice” because he believes abortion access will make women more sexually available.
He frames discussions of pornography in terms of “freedom of speech.”
He watches pornography in which women are depicted.
He watches any pornography in which sexual acts are depicted as a struggle for power or domination, regardless of whether women are present.
He characterizes the self-sexualizing behavior of some women, such as wearing make-up or high heels, as evidence of women’s desire to “get” a man.
He tells or laughs at jokes involving women being attacked, sexually “hoodwinked,” or sexually harassed.
He expresses enjoyment of movies/musicals/TV shows/plays in which women are sexually demeaned or presented as sexual objects
He mocks women who complain about sexual attacks, sexual harassment, street cat-calls, media depictions of women, or other forms of sexual objectification.
He supports sexual “liberation” and claims women would have more sex with (more) men if society did not “inhibit” them.
He states or implies that women who do not want to have sex with men are “inhibited,” “prudes,” “stuck-up,” “man-haters,” or psychologically ill.
He argues that certain male behaviors towards women are “cultural” and therefore not legitimate subjects of feminist attention.
He ever subordinates the interests of women in a given population to the interests of the men in that population, or proceeds in discussions as if the interests of the women are the same as the interests of the men.
He promotes religious or philosophical views in which a woman’s physical/psychological/emotional/sexual well-being is subordinated to a man’s.
He describes female anatomy in terms of penetration, or uses terms referencing the supposed “emptiness” of female anatomy when describing women.
He defends the physical abuse of women on the grounds of “consent.”
He defends the sexualization or sexual abuse of minor females on the grounds of “consent” or “willingness.”
He promotes the idea that women as a class are happier or more fulfilled if they have children, or that they “should” have children.
He argues that people (or just “men”) have sexual “needs.”
He discusses the “types” of women he finds sexually appealing and/or attempts to demean women by telling them he does not find them sexually appealing.
He sexually objectifies lesbians or lesbian sexual activity.
He defends these actions by saying that some women also engage in them.
So, let’s see how many women reading this know at least one male over the age of 18 who does not fit this list. Anybody?123
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Getting off Methadone and STAYING clean Im 24 year old now but my intro to the drug life began at 16 with G. I smoked it for 2 years straight running around, smoking, hustling, scamming, smoking, cleaning my apartment, smoking more and seeing shadow people just about everyday since I maybe slept 3 days total in a months time. I got clean at 18 (by clean I mean smoking bud and Thizzin here and there) A year later I shot up heroin and never looked back (had smoked it 1 time at 17 and it was so disgusting) .
Naturally the homie was against gettin7g me hooked on the needle, but I refused to smoke it and demanded that if he didn't shoot me up I was just gonna do it my damn self and possibly die since I had no idea what to do and just guilt tripped him so bad that I gave him no choice.
Now 5 years, thousands and thousands and thousands of dollars, and a lengthy prison stay (in comparison to my young life) later I am on Methadone and have been for 4 months now.
Heroin has her cold hard grip on a part of my soul and I want it back. But let me tell you, this bitch is ruthless- as anyone that shares my love for the sweet sweet numbness and total lack of emotions that she provides is very familiar with. It's not being dope sick that I cant take, I can do that cold turkey, dying on the couch at home, time and time again because it will always be better than doing it on the concrete floor of a 10x10 freezing, smelly, dirty cell with 45 women packed in, watching you, asking what's wrong with you non-stop, their idiotic comments / questions such as "why would you wanna do that if it makes you sick like that?" and your bitchy reply of "so when I am around stupid bitches like you, I am relaxed enough that I don't wanna slit my fucking throat!"
Anyways fighting a dumb fat bitch while dopesick in a tiny cell doesn't scare me but once was enough and I choose to withstand the misery in my own home where I am free to smoke like a chimney and vomit without comment. The problem is: I only feel normal when I am doing some kind of drug. Normal is not "Normal" for this girl. Its as if something is always missing.
For now the mathadone really helps by giving me the feeling that I am still doing something, I also do G here and there...its kinda like a "lesser of two evils thing" for me because as long as I don't dance with that black, enveloping and seductive whore I keep my little life functioning and with continued improvement.
ALAS, THE ADVICE I SEEK IS: how will I ever get off of methadone and not go back to heroin? Its always the insomnia and waking up drenched in sweat weeks after detoxing that breaks me, the horror of knowing I will never pull back that plunger and see it register, making my heart race a little in anticipation of the rush Im about to feel (btw I speedball w/coke).
I feel as though this will never end and in order to keep my little life Im rebuilding I will have to stay on methadone forever because relapsing is "my thing" I swear!
I have had good chunks of clean time, after prison I honestly believed in my heart that I was done so my faith in my own recovery is virtually nonexistent. If methadone worked for you I would love hear your story and any words of wisdom you have for me. Sorry so long but I feel as though background and an idea of just how much I adore the feeling heroin brings me and how I despise who it makes me was neccessary.
Thanks!
Jax
Why No Drug Related Smilies? This is after all a forudrugs, we seem to have smileys that go from for sex and drugs and the smileys are sort of either neutral, flirty, or full on fucking.
I'm not complainging that they are there, I am grateful for yet another fantastic addition to the site and the only drug related one I remember is the 2 getting pissed.
Again this is not a complaint, merely some thoughts of mine :)
Thanks
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